Feb 21, 2008 01:46
It's been five years.. I never forget his birthday, and I never forget this day. I get kinda emotional around this time of year.. even though I'm not in love with him anymore and it's been years since we've seen each other and talked... I get a kind of "glimpse". But not a visual glimpse. It's more of a glimpse of a feeling. I remember for a split second, the feelings I felt during that week. The phone calls we had. The emails we sent. The tears we both cried... and the funeral. How much I loved him. But it goes away... and I can't believe after five years, I still feel it.