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I haven't posted for while, but I am sick of writing emo posts though... I haven't been having many overly happy or enjoyable experiences lately so its kinda hard to write about happier things. I just had one of my shortest relationships ever. It lasted about a week and a half and I just wasn't happy. The relationship really started off on the wrong foot and that kinda ruined the chance for anything else to happen that I might of liked. Its hard to find women around here that are relationship calibur. I guess thats the nature of college though... I mean there are plenty of great girls here don't get me wrong, but they're more like friend material or at the most that infamous "friends with benefits" category. I think its because a good majority of people here only care about themselves and, although they do comit acts of altruism for others, its often for the wrong reasons. This really isn't the place for me to find women. I've become really cynnical and callous since I've been here, but I still have all my emotions of the past... Everything has changed but at the same time nothing has. But I digress, I apologize for the sorrow.