still kicking
its been over a month now. my life is still in a constant state of uncertainty, but I guess its okay. paul and I are friends now, home is no longer that scary heartless place that it was a month ago. but I'm very broke now, and I'm 6 grand in debt. now I float around from my house to my friends' house(s) depending on when and with whom I work. I no longer have a single fucking clue what I'm trying to do with my life. I won't be able to move away from louisiana for several years yet.
I've been lacking in self-restraint, and its not doing anything to make anything even temporarily better for myself. All I want is some semblance of stability.
I've been lacking in self-restraint, and its not doing anything to make anything even temporarily better for myself. All I want is some semblance of stability.