..swallow me then spit me out...
You ever feel like you are an outsider? I have a great group of friends but sometimes I really feel like I am missing out on some secret club where everyone has amazing fun without me. I hate facebook.com/myspace.com for these reasons. In Oregon, I feel disconnect. I guess it is kind of like being the new kid in school which I often feel like. I have no idea but today in Japanese I sat in the back of the class alone and then the two most obnoxious kids in the class sat on either side of me. I almost jumped out the window behind me. In comparison, this really nice girl Andrea in Shakespeare saved me a seat next to her. It is nice to know that in at least one class there is someone who wants to sit next to me. I dread group projects and peer evaluating.
I needed to go buy shoes so I went to the Valley River Center and bought a trench coat at Banana Republic, a sweater and shirt at the Gap, and a t-shirt at Hollister. Exciting, huh? But wait it is! You see sewn inside my my trench coat was a sensor tag that was only partially demagnetized. So when I walked in Abercrombie and Fitch I set the alarm off. When I walked out, same thing. Walked into Hollister set the alarm off. Walked out, set the alarm off. Walked into the shoe store and out, into American Eagle and out, and when I passed the entrance to Hot Topic I set the alarms off. Didn't help that I had my man purse with me because I went after school.
In English today, I rode Disneyworld rides. I just starred at my book and recalled all the details until I was there. I visited all of Epcot and rode the Tower of Terror. I think I am crazy. I started laughing because I was remembering seeing fire works with Andrew at MGM and how we had such an amazing time. I get to the point to where I don't even really care or notice what is going on around me because I'm reliving a happier time. I don't only do it with Florida either. Sometimes I think about good times from over the summer like when we hung out for the last time at Fumari or all sorts of things. Florida just happens a lot.
Anyways, I spent this evening relaxing because Mondays are kind of like Saturday nights being I don't work and don't go to school until late. Played on the computer and now am going to watch a movie. Fuck homework. Been listening to songs off of CDs such as "Circuit Boy Volume 2" and "Lets Here It For the Boys Remixed" and "Dance Club Superstars" all night and reading other peoples live journals while eating organic cookies. Today, I gave myself permission to be a lazy ass for the first time in weeks.
I would have preferred to spend this evening like Monday nights used to be spent. In pure bliss.
I needed to go buy shoes so I went to the Valley River Center and bought a trench coat at Banana Republic, a sweater and shirt at the Gap, and a t-shirt at Hollister. Exciting, huh? But wait it is! You see sewn inside my my trench coat was a sensor tag that was only partially demagnetized. So when I walked in Abercrombie and Fitch I set the alarm off. When I walked out, same thing. Walked into Hollister set the alarm off. Walked out, set the alarm off. Walked into the shoe store and out, into American Eagle and out, and when I passed the entrance to Hot Topic I set the alarms off. Didn't help that I had my man purse with me because I went after school.
In English today, I rode Disneyworld rides. I just starred at my book and recalled all the details until I was there. I visited all of Epcot and rode the Tower of Terror. I think I am crazy. I started laughing because I was remembering seeing fire works with Andrew at MGM and how we had such an amazing time. I get to the point to where I don't even really care or notice what is going on around me because I'm reliving a happier time. I don't only do it with Florida either. Sometimes I think about good times from over the summer like when we hung out for the last time at Fumari or all sorts of things. Florida just happens a lot.
Anyways, I spent this evening relaxing because Mondays are kind of like Saturday nights being I don't work and don't go to school until late. Played on the computer and now am going to watch a movie. Fuck homework. Been listening to songs off of CDs such as "Circuit Boy Volume 2" and "Lets Here It For the Boys Remixed" and "Dance Club Superstars" all night and reading other peoples live journals while eating organic cookies. Today, I gave myself permission to be a lazy ass for the first time in weeks.
I would have preferred to spend this evening like Monday nights used to be spent. In pure bliss.