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oh my god, i'm a fatass. somehow i can't even afford food and i still manage to eat a shitload and be fat. i don't know how much i weigh but it's definitely way too much. ahh. i'm working out with jenni at 4, thank god. that will be my third time this entire year, i am pathetic, ha.
but at least i have something to work out for now. this guy ... oh my god. i've had a secret crush on him all year, but i just found out he's 26!!! he doesn't act it ... i mean hell, he is going to be in a skate competition this weekend. he's fascinating though. we hung out last night for the first time and just sat, the two of us, in his kitchen and talked for a couple hours. just talked, and there wasn't a single awkward silence even though neither of us talk much normally. it was great. but he has this secret identity going on ... ha. but at least he told me his real name and why he uses a fake one (then again, he could have been lying, right? ha. seems like a pretty open guy though, in some respects?) so it's not soo sketchy. he's 26. i'm 18. man.
he's great though.
i'm so happy. i can't help but be pleased with life since i did shrooms. it's the greatest feeling. even when i've had insane amounts of work to do, i haven't been stressed out. i feel like i'm incapable of being stressed right now. it is the greatest. shrooms were definitely great for me. i looooved them.
anyway, it's been eons since i have written in here; it will probably be eons until the next time. peace.
but at least i have something to work out for now. this guy ... oh my god. i've had a secret crush on him all year, but i just found out he's 26!!! he doesn't act it ... i mean hell, he is going to be in a skate competition this weekend. he's fascinating though. we hung out last night for the first time and just sat, the two of us, in his kitchen and talked for a couple hours. just talked, and there wasn't a single awkward silence even though neither of us talk much normally. it was great. but he has this secret identity going on ... ha. but at least he told me his real name and why he uses a fake one (then again, he could have been lying, right? ha. seems like a pretty open guy though, in some respects?) so it's not soo sketchy. he's 26. i'm 18. man.
he's great though.
i'm so happy. i can't help but be pleased with life since i did shrooms. it's the greatest feeling. even when i've had insane amounts of work to do, i haven't been stressed out. i feel like i'm incapable of being stressed right now. it is the greatest. shrooms were definitely great for me. i looooved them.
anyway, it's been eons since i have written in here; it will probably be eons until the next time. peace.