Yummy.
Becca. Cheated. On. Me. I wish she'd told me a while ago. I wish she'd told me if I wasn't enough. She said she was happy, and still says that, but I really fucking doubt it. No, no I don't. God, that fuckhole told her he "wanted to hear me cry". I really think he's just using her. Why? I don't know. He's never even talked to me. Fuck. I didn't even let HER hear me. Saved it until she hung up. Heh. I love her so much. It's not supposed to be like this. I can't even visit her, now. Fuck. I hope she doesn't go all the way with him. I love her so much. That's the only reason that it hurts. It didn't, even, until she told me that it wasn't just a kiss. I hope it was...I hope she still loves me...