forgotten memories
hasshi dream! (with bonus gan-chan)
ok this was a bit confusing/all over the place but i'll try my best...so as chronological as i can make it, apparently i knew this (taiwanese?) girl who lived i guess in japan? it didn't feel like this took place in a specific country but japan makes the most sense? anyway i'd apparently visited her/knew her at some point but forgot and then i guess i had seen her perform (she was a musician of some kind) but i'd forgotten all this until i was invited to some special event (seemed like her graduation maybe) to watch her again, and when i met her i regained my memories of the previous meeting (i don't know if any of this was like, japan, canada, somewhere else?)
ah, it sounds kinda weird forgetting a friend, but aquaintance may be a better word? like there was a family connection or something...
anyway, the bulk of the dream felt like the present (me watching their last bit of rehearsal before the performance because i was specially invited) but combined w/ me remembering/dream self dejavu experiences i guess...
or like...well in my dream self it was all reality, but it kind of felt like a continuation or repeat of a dream i'd had before, in reality (a bunch of this dream was lucid dreaming, like i got woken up by my cat just before it i think and my alarm went off halfway through but i went back to sleep so i could finish it. but i was lucid dreaming only so much that it was easy to remember)
anyway, the johnny's part!
somehow ebi? or at least hasshi? was there too! i'm not sure if he was doing something, or was just connected with my taiwanese(?) friend but either way, he was kinda tasked w/ looking after me i guess? i dunno, we mostly just were watching from the audience, but were sitting right beside each other and he was sooooooooo handsome and gorgeous, and smiley♡ and i know we talked a bit (probably in japanese?) but i'm blanking on what...i just remember clinging to his arm for a good chunk of that time/leaning on him and he was all ok w/ it?
anyway, later we're out in the lobby and i guess there's some presentation/dinner or something before the event and my friend was supposed to speak but she was suddenly called away about something in a different place/building, and she asked me to come w/ her ...then the dream kinda switched...we were looking for the person she had to speak to or whatever it was and there was a small restaurant/cafe attached to i guess a part of her school? (if it was, their theatre lobby is super fancy because the event space was gorgeous!)
anyway i guess she figured that out, but then there was like, 12 minutes till the top of the show and we decided to use the washroom in that building instead of the busy theatre but it was actually up a couple levels and so took us a few minutes to get there...and then at some point i heard some bad news (like someone called/msg'd me? i think i got a phone call) and i was crying, but i suddenly got an image flash in my head (like in actuality, like it was a brief transition in my dream) of ganchan saying it's unfortunate i cried cause it made my eyes red and he did a swish movement w/ his hands and there were sparkles and he got me to stop crying & made me feel better (this is hard to explain, but this whole sudden piece was more like i was watching some cheesy munekyun segment on tv rather than him being physically in the room w/ me, but he was all i could see) ...and he had the recently sported short but fluffy haircut that looks really good ^^
anyway we realised what time it was and started running back to the event space, and i don't remember anything after that so i think my dream faded then? i was half awake by this point too...
this probably sounds kind of all over the place reading, but the hasshi part was very solid and real and a good chunk of my dream, i just remember the end better because that was just before i actually got up just now
ok this was a bit confusing/all over the place but i'll try my best...so as chronological as i can make it, apparently i knew this (taiwanese?) girl who lived i guess in japan? it didn't feel like this took place in a specific country but japan makes the most sense? anyway i'd apparently visited her/knew her at some point but forgot and then i guess i had seen her perform (she was a musician of some kind) but i'd forgotten all this until i was invited to some special event (seemed like her graduation maybe) to watch her again, and when i met her i regained my memories of the previous meeting (i don't know if any of this was like, japan, canada, somewhere else?)
ah, it sounds kinda weird forgetting a friend, but aquaintance may be a better word? like there was a family connection or something...
anyway, the bulk of the dream felt like the present (me watching their last bit of rehearsal before the performance because i was specially invited) but combined w/ me remembering/dream self dejavu experiences i guess...
or like...well in my dream self it was all reality, but it kind of felt like a continuation or repeat of a dream i'd had before, in reality (a bunch of this dream was lucid dreaming, like i got woken up by my cat just before it i think and my alarm went off halfway through but i went back to sleep so i could finish it. but i was lucid dreaming only so much that it was easy to remember)
anyway, the johnny's part!
somehow ebi? or at least hasshi? was there too! i'm not sure if he was doing something, or was just connected with my taiwanese(?) friend but either way, he was kinda tasked w/ looking after me i guess? i dunno, we mostly just were watching from the audience, but were sitting right beside each other and he was sooooooooo handsome and gorgeous, and smiley♡ and i know we talked a bit (probably in japanese?) but i'm blanking on what...i just remember clinging to his arm for a good chunk of that time/leaning on him and he was all ok w/ it?
anyway, later we're out in the lobby and i guess there's some presentation/dinner or something before the event and my friend was supposed to speak but she was suddenly called away about something in a different place/building, and she asked me to come w/ her ...then the dream kinda switched...we were looking for the person she had to speak to or whatever it was and there was a small restaurant/cafe attached to i guess a part of her school? (if it was, their theatre lobby is super fancy because the event space was gorgeous!)
anyway i guess she figured that out, but then there was like, 12 minutes till the top of the show and we decided to use the washroom in that building instead of the busy theatre but it was actually up a couple levels and so took us a few minutes to get there...and then at some point i heard some bad news (like someone called/msg'd me? i think i got a phone call) and i was crying, but i suddenly got an image flash in my head (like in actuality, like it was a brief transition in my dream) of ganchan saying it's unfortunate i cried cause it made my eyes red and he did a swish movement w/ his hands and there were sparkles and he got me to stop crying & made me feel better (this is hard to explain, but this whole sudden piece was more like i was watching some cheesy munekyun segment on tv rather than him being physically in the room w/ me, but he was all i could see) ...and he had the recently sported short but fluffy haircut that looks really good ^^
anyway we realised what time it was and started running back to the event space, and i don't remember anything after that so i think my dream faded then? i was half awake by this point too...
this probably sounds kind of all over the place reading, but the hasshi part was very solid and real and a good chunk of my dream, i just remember the end better because that was just before i actually got up just now