drunk for breakfast and getting sick again

May 19, 2006 14:59

uhh..it's finals week and yesterday i got drunk off wine for breakfast, i'm doin' reaaal well. Then last night it felt as if my heart migrated somewhere close to my neck and was pounding the shit out of itself. It's raining hard outside and the sky is a grayish green, and i love this weather but if you're alone it just intensifies the feeling. OCD is manifesting itself when i pick off the keys on my keyboard, this too , is a poor idea when i have papers to write and i fuck up my shift key spending forty minutes trying to figure out how to get it back on.

I walked away from the S&M potluck with a bucket of KFC and some chicken wings, there are three pots in my fridge with chicken and so the problem of food and cooking has been solved until the end of the semester. I want to do absolutely nothing, nothing at all.

Kimmie..i read your letter and i appreciate being an important person/institution. I shall reply to you with a worthy letter sometime in the near future.
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