this month has been kinda scary
i'm really close to falling over the line of in the airforce and not in the airforce. i can feel myself changing, but all for the better. just think aobut it for a second. where was i last may. i was failing out of school and becoming a bum of the ages, and now look at me. i'm in the military, making somehitng of myself. sure i still have asprirations,but now i get to serve my country while i accomplish my goals. i mean, i freaking fly satellites for god sakes. i'm pretty darn pround of myself, and i dont care if you're not. there are only two poeple i really care about right now, thats my sister(who just had a little baby boy) and my girlfriend(who i love very much) i dont care about anything else, at least not as much as them. for the first time in my life i am actually focused on something(even more than one thing at once). right now all i see is graduating from my training, going home to my girlfriend and my sister. and then take my happy behind to colorado and make somthing more of myself.....(hey look, no bad words......i fucking rule......wait....