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i cant stop thining about you.and i dont mind. its good to have such a wonderful person in my thoughts all day long. its seems like it takes forever for the evening to come so i can talk to you. i miss you so much it hurts inside, but wont kill me can only make me stronger, right? or it could just make me suffer for a while. but as long as i can still love you afterward, then i dont care at all. i noticed that this is alot harder than i thought. not physically, but emotionally. i miss everyone at home. but when i think about it, i mean really think about it to the point my brain starts to hurt, this is probly the best thing i could have done.
i cant even remember what we talk about on the phone, which i think is kinda a good thing, because i figure that if we talk for so long during the night without anything much to say, then just think about how much i could talk to her if i had anything else to say besides "i love you." she has no idea how happy she makes me. even on the worst of days, she can just make everything go away. there is now way that she could ever know how much she really means to me. i cant tell her, i cant show her. its impossible to express how i feel.....but i'm gonna keep trying.
I Love You
i cant even remember what we talk about on the phone, which i think is kinda a good thing, because i figure that if we talk for so long during the night without anything much to say, then just think about how much i could talk to her if i had anything else to say besides "i love you." she has no idea how happy she makes me. even on the worst of days, she can just make everything go away. there is now way that she could ever know how much she really means to me. i cant tell her, i cant show her. its impossible to express how i feel.....but i'm gonna keep trying.
I Love You