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With all of the different ways to communicate with a person, why do people still have a problem with lack of communication? If we can't talk on the phone, text me. If we can't use Skype, use Glide or some other video message sending application. If you have good news, share it. Don't you dare use the excuse of "we don't really talk much" because you only mean "we don't really talk much ON THE PHONE". You wanted to Skype, I hate Skype, so I came up with a happy medium of using this Glide app. It doesn't require my constant attention and I can think to formulate sentences before I send the video. You stopped using it for whatever reason and just decided to wait to see if I'd call you. I hate when people play that game with me, because you will lose every time....
So keep playing your fucking games.... Keep blaming EVERYTHING on me....
I just had to get that off my chest....
I haven't been sleeping well, I haven't been eating well, I haven't been grooming well. I'm just not feeling well. As the newer people in my life keep leaving, I start wanting to cling onto the people of my past, knowing they don't give a fuck about me either. It's stupid, I know. I feel like I'm going to end up settling for being with someone off the sole fact that THEY love ME. But I still don't understand why people do, or how they can, when they don't know much about me.
Nothing is making sense.... But I guess nothing ever does when your mind is as layered and complex as mine is... and apparently always will be....
So keep playing your fucking games.... Keep blaming EVERYTHING on me....
I just had to get that off my chest....
I haven't been sleeping well, I haven't been eating well, I haven't been grooming well. I'm just not feeling well. As the newer people in my life keep leaving, I start wanting to cling onto the people of my past, knowing they don't give a fuck about me either. It's stupid, I know. I feel like I'm going to end up settling for being with someone off the sole fact that THEY love ME. But I still don't understand why people do, or how they can, when they don't know much about me.
Nothing is making sense.... But I guess nothing ever does when your mind is as layered and complex as mine is... and apparently always will be....