Okay this took me friggin’ forever to do but I’ve wanted to make an honest Max POV fanmix for a longtime. I’m a HUGE supporter of him as character and hate when he gets bashed for things he did on the show. I’m making this canon ,as in following what happened on the show, not what people wanted to happen or wanted him to feel because I don’t like AU. If you don’t like it, we can take it outside. XD! Just kidding.
Max had many faults like every character on the show but he was the one who got crucified for making mistakes that humans make all the time. He was EMO, moody, and had a martyr complex just like his soulmate Liz (love her too) but he’s still my favorite character on the show. I didn’t make this into a shipper fanmix but I chose songs to represent how he was feeling with whomever he was with at the time because Liz and Tess shaped and changed him throughout the seasons good and bad.
No childish shipper wars or character bashing will be tolerated. I’m over that drama. I’ve been a fan of the show since the day it aired and was a witness to the insanity of early on and it make no sense that after it's been off the air for 6 years and it’s still going on. I made a point not to bash any characters in this.
Remember, be sweet and enjoy!
Please comment before taking and let me know how you feel about it.
It’s not in any order for the show and possible out of order in the tracklist. I don’t know why it did that but the file has them number order with the title.
1. Weapon
Matthew Good Band
Here by my side, an angel
Here by my side, the devil
Never turn your back on me
Never turn your back on me, again
Here by my side, it's Heaven
Here by my side, you are destruction
Here by my side, a new colour to paint the world
Never turn your back on it
Never turn your back on it, again
Here by my side, it's Heaven
The differences between Liz and Tess in Max’s POV. On one side is the destruction of everything he knows and loves and on the other side is Heaven to him, what he’s wanted since walking off the bus and seeing her.
2. Hero
Chad Kroeger and Josey Scott
And they say that a hero could save us,
I'm not gonna stand here and wait,
I'll hold to the wings of the eagles,
Watch as we all fly away.
Not that Max ever thought of himself as a hero but when he decided in Graduation that he was going to use what he was to help people in need instead of to save his own skin and when he step up on the stage as a clear target for the snipers so the others could escape, I think he became a hero IMO.
3. Love Lockdown
Kanye West
I’m not lovin you, the way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I’m in love with you, but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me, all the way home
So ya never know, never never know
Never know enough, til its over love
Something about this song screamed Max during the episodes after The End of the World. He just shut down.
4. Whatever It Takes
Lifehouse
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
Max wanting to make things right with Liz and start over. It fits through out S3.
5. Perfect Heaven Space
Travis
In my perfect heaven space
There's a memory of you
To think of all the ghosts I've faced
Just remembering you
Answering the question
Before it's been asked
The answer's in the question
I hope you don't ask
My all time favorite Travis song. It makes me think of Max holding Liz up on a pedestal and not being able to believe she was capable of keeping secrets from him so much so that he asks her 3 times if she really slept with Kyle.
6. Let’s Talk About Spaceships
Say Hi To Your Mom
Let's talk about spaceships,
or anything
except you and me
Okay?
Okay.
This is about Max never getting to address all the shit that went down during S2 and The White Room. It’s a shot at the writers really for wasting S3 on crap like him finding that stupid spaceship so he could get to his son and The Isabel Show and not getting to the heart of the show, the emotions of the characters. We never got to see scenes where they dealt with The End of the World and how it affected everyone. All of it was swept under the rug as if it never happened.
7. Don’t Stay
Linkin Park
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
This song reminds me all the pressure he felt from everyone to be a leader and their king when he was just a 17 year old sheltered half-human boy who pretty much was thrown into the role and responsibility before he was ready for what was expected of him. Like Ask Not.
8. Tiny Vessels
Death Cab for Cutie
This is the moment that you know
that you told her loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
all I see are dark grey clouds
in the distance moving closer with every hour
so when you ask "was something wrong?"
that I think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
no, we can't talk about it now."
so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Okay this is pretty self explanatory. Max’s POV after the night he spent with Tess. He clearly has an “oh shit, what have I done" look on his face the next morning and he honestly never felt right about what they did (canon) but he was stuck with the consequences (because he was honorable man) and was still hurting over Liz supposedly moving on, so why shouldn’t he try. But it didn’t work because he never got over Liz even to the point of thinking about her when he was with Tess.
9. How To Disappear Completely
Radiohead
That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Max’s POV on the park bench after seeing Liz in bed with Kyle in The End of the World. The Max we loved from S1 was gone for good. After that he changed. It broke him and tainted him, changing his personality for the duration of the show. He disappeared with Future Max. That damn episode!!!
10. Human Remains
Tom McRae
The picture is burned at the edge
And you're looking away
Looking for what's next
And strange how through time we look the same
Your eyes and mine looking away
Too scared to see human remains
Our history is just in our blood
And history like love is never enough
And I recognize so much of you
In these eyes always so blue
Why always so blue
His struggle with holding on to his humanity and how being around Tess reminds him of the fact that he isn’t completely human and being with her only pushes his alien side past his comfort zone, to where his doesn’t want to go.
11. Blind
Lifehouse
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
This is about Max trying to win Liz back after she came back from Florida and not understanding why she didn’t want to be with him. And his regret about letting her run down the mountain. He could’ve pushed Michael away and ran after her but he let her go.
12. What Happens When the Heart Just Stops?
The Frames
There is a hollow in my chest
The time I won't forget
There is no comfort in the eyes
They put us always to the test
I can't prepare myself for that
But I work it out in time
There is a love that flows between us
How almost dead he seemed to be around Liz after she broke his heart.
13. Viva La Vida
Coldplay
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
This is about all the people reminding Max of the fact that he was a king, good or bad, in his past life.
14. Sometimes You Can’t Make It On Your Own
U2
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight
Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone.
Classic Max. He always put everything on his shoulders and never asking for help. Taking the brunt of every mistake made by the others. Liz was the same way.
15. It’s Was You
12 Stones
It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real
Now I'm breathin for the first time
And I'm leavin, all this behind
I've become, what I am because of you
It was you
I'm so sorry 'bout the ways
But I can't take away my past
But you love me anyway
And now I wanna do
Everything for you that I can
Even though it won't erase
The foolish things that I've done
Things that blinded me
But now I see
Max realizing at the end of Departure and Control what Liz means to him. His POV about his feelings for her.
16. Ride
Cary Brothers
You are everything I wanted
The scars of all I’ll ever know
If I told you you were right
Would you take my hand tonight?
If I told you the reasons why
Would you leave your life and ride?
And ride…
Max proposing to Liz and going on the run together.
17. Part of Me
Kurt Nilsen
Coming home to the sentence saying, I missed you
And to see your happy face again
There is not a single moment that I ever think the thought
Of not returning again
Summer went, got pale once more
A brand new city I have to explore
I've been searching for good answers and wisdom
I keep on coming back with less, 'cause I've lost home
She does not know, that a part of me has left home
Is never ever coming back, there's nothing I can do with that
She does not know, that a part of me has left home
Is never ever coming back, never ever coming back
Max after Departure. He was a very changed man. Innocence completely gone, like Jason said “He was alittle world worn.” The Max Liz knew is never coming back and the one that is there had an obsession to finding his son at any cost.
18. Quasimodo
Lifehouse
There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them falling
Cause this feeling
That has no meaning
There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back
There it goes
Max after he died and came back. He was a different person. Lighter and freer than he had been before. He gave up being leader before announcing it to everyone in Graduation. He was going to live the way he always wanted to, go anywhere, and with Liz.
19. Ain’t No Love
David Gray
Some days I'm bursting at the seams
with all my half remembered dreams
and then it shoots me down again
I feel the dampness as it creeps
I hear you coughing in your sleep
beneath a broken window pane
tomorrow girl I'll buy you chips
a lollipop to stain your lips
and it’ll all be right as rain
This ain’t no love that’s guiding me
Max did care about Tess but he didn’t love her. He felt responsible for her and her safety along with their child that she was carrying and he remember her as Ava but that’s as far as it went. (canon) That’s what this song represents to me.
20. Demons
Brian McFadden
If you become a nobody
Blind, to your family
Who would you be?
And life has gone into reverse
Re-living every hurt along the way
Everything that you fear
Is calling you and drawing near
Max losing himself at the end of S2 and how he was giving in to his alien side.
21. Slept So Long
Jay Gordon
Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
Hating
Things I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
And take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
This song is about Max’s resentment and ultimate hatred towards Nasedo and Tess for coming into his idyllic life and tearing it completely apart. They represented everything he didn’t want to be and they tried to take away what he held dear. It’s has a cool alien sound to it.
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