Nov 02, 2005 22:49
well havent used my space in a minute so the time has come for a few kids to know im still alive
but first *thanx jen for commenting it does my soul good knowing im in memory*
and thats what i can call love (doesnt matter what form),some of you cany-asses should be shot for lack of humannity
and ya............new job is pretty pimp im geting another one at a shipping company which means ill be outro and on my own legs again
then some time ealier this week i chilled with a girl i havent illed with in a minute it was cool just being mellow and watching tv in her lap and all, but thats the girls freinds job and thats not quite how me and this child roll,so at any rate it was cool to be pimp for a couple hours
ha!...and larisssa made an apearence on mypsace which was cool, cause a little nastalgia is like and instant bong rip for me
...and what else,i roll around with the adam guy who's gf i had molested at on of nicholes party's(so waisted) and it was one of those crazed moments in life, but i come to realization hes not people i would kick it with
cat is still a loss to me, im just outro on any feeling or ideas i have with that child im not even gonna fuck with that mess(any thing that that gets me so tripped just shouldnt be an aspect in my reguler existence
havent been drinking and have been realy melo on the pot consumption lately
but im still bummed as fuck,but thats ok cause once i have an opertunity to move out again it just wont matter,ill have people coming to my spot to kickit and be craz'd
which will be cool cause ill find a girl that will love me for the goofy loser metal-kid i am and then my memory will do that thing where it just pops and i dont remember shit or whats goin on then it will just be in unrequted happyness