i need to stop
i suck,my state of mind sucks,the way i feel and react to things sucks,and what it gives me sucks even more.............
i hate my mind im gonna stab my self in the face with a spork,my thought process and my shitty ass morality has done nothin but fuck with my well being(andothers)
i shouldnt be saddened by how my ex gfs are doing i shouldnt be pissed at things i dont wanna care about any more. (example) the anime kids.................i see a couple of them and i want to break some noses and educate them(but)...it doesnt matter its no big deal i have no social ties and no mallasts but some how im aggitated with out reason, and the sway of flow in one or two girls shouldnt cripple my mood,but it does to my dismay
and even now im turning down girls of ill intent(for what i know will be trip) and i guess i do it for my self,i dont know realy i mean i should be able to jump a eight foot fence for a pimp lay but im not even about that right now. my mind is fucked in essence my normal behavior is the usual or to what and offspring of my usual behavior is,but to my personality im so fuckin bound up by shit i dont need to worrie about, like who am i taking to the next pimp movie or what girl am i taking to the show
and why ive been ditched 9 out of 10 times a month with my only attempt is to be chilled and actualy have a serene moment where the word is freakishly pimp and nothin can shoot me down
but ya this is my stoned live journal entry read it,laugh at my dilema then go play in traffic
i hate my mind im gonna stab my self in the face with a spork,my thought process and my shitty ass morality has done nothin but fuck with my well being(andothers)
i shouldnt be saddened by how my ex gfs are doing i shouldnt be pissed at things i dont wanna care about any more. (example) the anime kids.................i see a couple of them and i want to break some noses and educate them(but)...it doesnt matter its no big deal i have no social ties and no mallasts but some how im aggitated with out reason, and the sway of flow in one or two girls shouldnt cripple my mood,but it does to my dismay
and even now im turning down girls of ill intent(for what i know will be trip) and i guess i do it for my self,i dont know realy i mean i should be able to jump a eight foot fence for a pimp lay but im not even about that right now. my mind is fucked in essence my normal behavior is the usual or to what and offspring of my usual behavior is,but to my personality im so fuckin bound up by shit i dont need to worrie about, like who am i taking to the next pimp movie or what girl am i taking to the show
and why ive been ditched 9 out of 10 times a month with my only attempt is to be chilled and actualy have a serene moment where the word is freakishly pimp and nothin can shoot me down
but ya this is my stoned live journal entry read it,laugh at my dilema then go play in traffic