Monday, you suck.
I know work related people(team/colleagues, customers) didn't remember/know that today is the first anniversary of my Gran's death, and that's okay.
They didn't know how incredibly thin skinned I was feeling today, but again, that's okay.
I'm even okay with being really tired today because I worled all day yesterday as a favour to M, another manager, who had booked a holiday.
What's less okay is how incredibly (even more that usual) demanding and entitled everyone all acted all day today. Dudes. Shit happens. Deliveries are unsuccessful, people are off sick, humans make mistakes, fragile things break sometimes, I am the only manager in and I cannot control everything. Shut up, calm down and let me help you! AAAAAAARGH.
And then I came home, re-read what I posted this day last year and cried and cried.
I think I'm going to have tea and toast with raspberry jam (my second last jar of Gran's homemade stuff) for dinner, call my parents, and then head to bed.
Hi, my name is Helen, and I'm actually emotionally 6 years old apparently? I feel like I'm on the verge of a tantrum, and really need a hug and a million year nap!
They didn't know how incredibly thin skinned I was feeling today, but again, that's okay.
I'm even okay with being really tired today because I worled all day yesterday as a favour to M, another manager, who had booked a holiday.
What's less okay is how incredibly (even more that usual) demanding and entitled everyone all acted all day today. Dudes. Shit happens. Deliveries are unsuccessful, people are off sick, humans make mistakes, fragile things break sometimes, I am the only manager in and I cannot control everything. Shut up, calm down and let me help you! AAAAAAARGH.
And then I came home, re-read what I posted this day last year and cried and cried.
I think I'm going to have tea and toast with raspberry jam (my second last jar of Gran's homemade stuff) for dinner, call my parents, and then head to bed.
Hi, my name is Helen, and I'm actually emotionally 6 years old apparently? I feel like I'm on the verge of a tantrum, and really need a hug and a million year nap!