Oct 28, 2005 21:48
Well I was just informed today that Tom might move in wiht Bryan and Jen into this apartment in wurtsboro. It was a lovely bomb that was dropped. I won't be able to see him as much In all honesty I don't see him much now. I do get to see him almost every day but only for like 3-4 hours. If he moves to Wurtsboro well I'll only see him sunday and only a few hours then because I do have a horse to take care of back home. Wurtsboro is about a half an hour away. Not to mention I don't have the gas money to go trucking out there every day. So yea once a week I'll see him provideing he doesn't suddenly have something to do on sundays since he does work 6 days a week. And when winter comes I won't be able to make it out there. So here is how I look at it prepare for the worst and hope for the best. I'm going to prepare for the fact I won't really seem him at all and once a week every week would be lucky. But that all depends on if he does go. *shrugs* it's up to him and I'm just getting tired of this Bullshit. Not to mention I read his text message from Kattie about how love doesn't wait and all that load of crap. *growls* I'm just really tired and if he has to leave I just wish he would already. his new thing is arrogance and I can't stand that either. So I don't know....everythings a mess and I for one can't take it anymore....