To Change the Stars
I wanted to make a post right now.
I wanted it to be a good one, too.
But I can't. My mind's blank. It's been like that for a while.
Lately, I've been feeling really, really drained. The past week or so has been nothing but stress, and it's beginning to really get to me. Summer quarter classes are wrapping up, work is finally starting to kick in, and sometimes I just feel stranded here.
I'm setting a few things into motion, starting tomorrow. I need to get out of this... this... this rut, or hole, or whatever it is that I've been stuck in for the last year or so. Tomorrow, I'm going to be talking to my academic adviser to see how fast I can get through the rest of my major. Depending on what is set there will determine what comes next. I've already talked this through with my parents, and they're behind me on this one. Even willing to support me for a while until I get my bearings. Now I just need to talk to David to see if he's down.
I want to be happy. And I want everyone around me to be happy, too. Especially you.
I wanted it to be a good one, too.
But I can't. My mind's blank. It's been like that for a while.
Lately, I've been feeling really, really drained. The past week or so has been nothing but stress, and it's beginning to really get to me. Summer quarter classes are wrapping up, work is finally starting to kick in, and sometimes I just feel stranded here.
I'm setting a few things into motion, starting tomorrow. I need to get out of this... this... this rut, or hole, or whatever it is that I've been stuck in for the last year or so. Tomorrow, I'm going to be talking to my academic adviser to see how fast I can get through the rest of my major. Depending on what is set there will determine what comes next. I've already talked this through with my parents, and they're behind me on this one. Even willing to support me for a while until I get my bearings. Now I just need to talk to David to see if he's down.
I want to be happy. And I want everyone around me to be happy, too. Especially you.