I know
"I know you love the song, but not the singer, I know, you've got me wrapped around your finger, I know." Placebo - I know
I'm getting antsy, and anxious. I suppose the two go hand in hand but still. I'm stressed for some reason, and shouldn't be... I can just feel it though, starting... slowly... crawling up my back like a caterpillar that turns into a demon instead of a butterfly. I have a shoot today, maybe thats why I'm nervous, it wouldn't be so bad if the people I was doing the project with were remotely intelligent. One of them can write decently, but the script he turned out for this project is pure ass... And the other person in my group... don't even let me get started on her... she can't use a camera, she doesn't talk, she just kinda sits there... thats not the worst part, the worst part is that she is majoring in film, and she has never seen a movie in her entire life *shakes his head* At least this way I get to take command, and get to direct... unfortunately I'm not only directing, but I'm directing, directing shots, editing, and doing the sound... oh yeah, pretty much in charge of every other thing you can think of as well. Bloody fuck monkeys. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining that I have all this great freedom to get the project done, its jsut I wish I had a little more... uhh.. cooperation, or like minded people maybe. But... I guess you have to crawl before you can walk. I feel like I should be studying for something... everyone else in my classes are, but, I haven't gotten lower than a 95 this entire quarter and I haven't even cracked the book open except when I first bought it, and when the teachers show us some example from the book. I don't know what I'm talking about, this isn't even whats on my mind, but I'm forcing it to be on my mind so I don't have to think about whats really on my mind because whats really on my mind isn't really worth thinking about (Willy Wonkaish?). Hmm, well, seeing as how I can't seem to talk about what I'd really like to get off, I think I'll just go.
I'm getting antsy, and anxious. I suppose the two go hand in hand but still. I'm stressed for some reason, and shouldn't be... I can just feel it though, starting... slowly... crawling up my back like a caterpillar that turns into a demon instead of a butterfly. I have a shoot today, maybe thats why I'm nervous, it wouldn't be so bad if the people I was doing the project with were remotely intelligent. One of them can write decently, but the script he turned out for this project is pure ass... And the other person in my group... don't even let me get started on her... she can't use a camera, she doesn't talk, she just kinda sits there... thats not the worst part, the worst part is that she is majoring in film, and she has never seen a movie in her entire life *shakes his head* At least this way I get to take command, and get to direct... unfortunately I'm not only directing, but I'm directing, directing shots, editing, and doing the sound... oh yeah, pretty much in charge of every other thing you can think of as well. Bloody fuck monkeys. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining that I have all this great freedom to get the project done, its jsut I wish I had a little more... uhh.. cooperation, or like minded people maybe. But... I guess you have to crawl before you can walk. I feel like I should be studying for something... everyone else in my classes are, but, I haven't gotten lower than a 95 this entire quarter and I haven't even cracked the book open except when I first bought it, and when the teachers show us some example from the book. I don't know what I'm talking about, this isn't even whats on my mind, but I'm forcing it to be on my mind so I don't have to think about whats really on my mind because whats really on my mind isn't really worth thinking about (Willy Wonkaish?). Hmm, well, seeing as how I can't seem to talk about what I'd really like to get off, I think I'll just go.