Arggg
I'm going INSANE. I haven't seen April in about a week now, but it feels like years. On top of that I've been sick.. I'm going to try and go up there the 21st and stay the nite, but still the waiting is killing me. I want to be with her right now! Grr! I'm tempted to just drive there now, and would if I didn't have to go to my grandmother's tomorrow. *sigh* I had better see her the 21st, because its the last time I will until after new years at least, and thats gonna be fucking horrible. But at least she will be at her mom's so I will get to talk to her more, and online, which will be good at least. I just want to drive up there, and when she opens the door, just tackle her with a hug and smother her in kisses.... I wish I could get her something for christmas, something special, but I have no money, let alone any idea of what to get... I thought about making something, but, I can't think of anything right now to make... maybe I will think of something before I see her.... anyhow, later.