GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!
I hate thi. I hate this... I fucking hate this. I don't want to care, why do I bother caring, it does nothing, nothing! GOD FUCKING DAMN IT ALL TO FUCKING HELL. SHIT FOR BREAKFAST EATING ASS RAPPING CUM SUCKING BUNNY FUCKING NO GOOD PIECE OF SHIT CUNT GOD THAT HATES ME. I can't be happy. Its impossible. NOTHING is good enough. I'm not good enough. I'm shit. I'm less than shit. I'm nothing. I'm an unavoidable speck that will only cause everyone strife. Why does everyone I touch fall into chaos? Why does everything I do fuck up? Am I really fucking cursed? I mean I've always said it, but it was just a fucking joke. I'm so so fucking tired. I try so fucking hard. I care so fucking much. I've done this with my entire heart. I've drained my fucking heart again. I should stick to hatred and apathy. I'm good at those. I don't get hurt. I just stay alone. Which sucks, but thats what I'm destined for anyhow. I can already feel my heart hardening and going cold again. It was warm for such a brief period of time, and I wonder if it can ever be thawed again. Took so long for it to happen this time, that I don't know if it will.