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"I act like shit don't faze me; inside it drives me crazy... My insecurities could eat me alive..."
This morning, I jumped online and secured my Coke:Live05 tickets and picked them up with my mumsy after school. I'm so freaking excited, I get to see my FAVOURITE band EVER play live AGAIN! I went last year, and 28 days played, and they were brilliant. But this years headliner is, of course, The Living End, and I getta seem 'em again! I'm so thrilled! I also entered a draw to get backstage passes to the Melbourne concert, which would be so incredible, but I dunno if I'll get them.
I also got a call from Sophie today about the something. If you don't know what the something is, I probably haven't told you (unless you're Tina) and probably am not going to tell you. But that's your bad luck ;) ANYWAYS! I got the something, and it arrives on Saturday. How excitement.
Everyone's been commenting on how happy I am lately, and I must say, I'm not sure what it is, it's like... rose-coloured glasses or something. Even... all the factors in my life tell me that I should be unhappy. Or maybe they don't. I can't quite figure out what it is. I think it's more that... I'm happy that I'm not unhappy for once, if that makes sense. Well, it does to me.
I can't stand the bitching at school though, it's doing my head in. I know the pressure is on for a lot of people now that we're coming up to the last three months of schooling, but it's driving me nuts. I just wish everyone would lay off everyone else. There's always someone who hates someone else, and I can't seem to have a conversation with a few people in particular, without them gossping. Do I have 'Gossip' written across my head? I guess it's maybe that I'm friends with Sara and Sam again. I love them both, but they both rah-rah about Alysha every chance they get, and maybe it has something to do with the fact that they haven't been friends with her for a shorter time than I have... But I have no beef with her anymore, she doesn't phase me because I've had to just move on with my life. Why can't they? And if they can't, I still don't want to hear about it!I do'nt want to hear endless gossip about my friends. If I call someone my friend, I don't talk about them behind their back, and I don't want to hear about them either.
I don't even know if that paragraph makes sense. I don't really care actually. I'm going to see my favourite band the week before my birthday, I'm going to be out of school in 2.5 months and I'm going to spend next year doing things for me. I still have no idea what I want to do next year, study wise, but I'm going to Box Hill TAFE on sunday, so I should get some kind of idea there. It's still between animal tech, arts and help desk. All of which I would be shit at. Meh, who cares.
Anyways, I have an addiction to corn and apples, both of which I can finally eat with my new found braces-free mouth, and I'm LOVING it. Speaking of which, I'm chewing BUBBLE GUM. Something I haven't had for YEARS. It makes me happy, the simple things.
Off to watch Neighbours. Tata!
This morning, I jumped online and secured my Coke:Live05 tickets and picked them up with my mumsy after school. I'm so freaking excited, I get to see my FAVOURITE band EVER play live AGAIN! I went last year, and 28 days played, and they were brilliant. But this years headliner is, of course, The Living End, and I getta seem 'em again! I'm so thrilled! I also entered a draw to get backstage passes to the Melbourne concert, which would be so incredible, but I dunno if I'll get them.
I also got a call from Sophie today about the something. If you don't know what the something is, I probably haven't told you (unless you're Tina) and probably am not going to tell you. But that's your bad luck ;) ANYWAYS! I got the something, and it arrives on Saturday. How excitement.
Everyone's been commenting on how happy I am lately, and I must say, I'm not sure what it is, it's like... rose-coloured glasses or something. Even... all the factors in my life tell me that I should be unhappy. Or maybe they don't. I can't quite figure out what it is. I think it's more that... I'm happy that I'm not unhappy for once, if that makes sense. Well, it does to me.
I can't stand the bitching at school though, it's doing my head in. I know the pressure is on for a lot of people now that we're coming up to the last three months of schooling, but it's driving me nuts. I just wish everyone would lay off everyone else. There's always someone who hates someone else, and I can't seem to have a conversation with a few people in particular, without them gossping. Do I have 'Gossip' written across my head? I guess it's maybe that I'm friends with Sara and Sam again. I love them both, but they both rah-rah about Alysha every chance they get, and maybe it has something to do with the fact that they haven't been friends with her for a shorter time than I have... But I have no beef with her anymore, she doesn't phase me because I've had to just move on with my life. Why can't they? And if they can't, I still don't want to hear about it!I do'nt want to hear endless gossip about my friends. If I call someone my friend, I don't talk about them behind their back, and I don't want to hear about them either.
I don't even know if that paragraph makes sense. I don't really care actually. I'm going to see my favourite band the week before my birthday, I'm going to be out of school in 2.5 months and I'm going to spend next year doing things for me. I still have no idea what I want to do next year, study wise, but I'm going to Box Hill TAFE on sunday, so I should get some kind of idea there. It's still between animal tech, arts and help desk. All of which I would be shit at. Meh, who cares.
Anyways, I have an addiction to corn and apples, both of which I can finally eat with my new found braces-free mouth, and I'm LOVING it. Speaking of which, I'm chewing BUBBLE GUM. Something I haven't had for YEARS. It makes me happy, the simple things.
Off to watch Neighbours. Tata!