So lonely...
Dear Journal,
I had a fantastic night almost getting into a fight with a fuckin' retard comedian. OR WHATEVER THE FUCK HE WAS. *cough* Anyway, I feel dreadful.
I actually have no idea what to write, considering that I'm kinda in a sappy mood. I'm horribly lonely, journal. I just want to fall in love, and stay in love, and do all that kissy-poo bullshit that those couples that are so happy do.
I guess my anger stems from my jealousy and and lack of control in this situation. This silly situation that I'm in where I feel nothing. I actually feel NOTHING. I just... I have no idea what's wrong with me...
...Perhaps it's the fact that I am in love with a phantom. Someone who doesn't exist anymore... maybe that's it.
....God I miss him, and there's just... there's just nothing I can do to bring him back.
..Sincerely,
McKenna
I had a fantastic night almost getting into a fight with a fuckin' retard comedian. OR WHATEVER THE FUCK HE WAS. *cough* Anyway, I feel dreadful.
I actually have no idea what to write, considering that I'm kinda in a sappy mood. I'm horribly lonely, journal. I just want to fall in love, and stay in love, and do all that kissy-poo bullshit that those couples that are so happy do.
I guess my anger stems from my jealousy and and lack of control in this situation. This silly situation that I'm in where I feel nothing. I actually feel NOTHING. I just... I have no idea what's wrong with me...
...Perhaps it's the fact that I am in love with a phantom. Someone who doesn't exist anymore... maybe that's it.
....God I miss him, and there's just... there's just nothing I can do to bring him back.
..Sincerely,
McKenna