Well, then.
So I was supposed to play a half recital with someone else in the studio, but apparently he's no longer playing because he doesn't ever practice, so apparently my freshman recital will be me. By myself.
...fuck.
I don't usually try to harass people into going to these things, but please please please will someone show up for this? Otherwise it's going to be me, and my grad student, and my teacher, and that sort of makes me want to cry, so I'm sort of totally begging you guys. It's at 4:30 next Wednesday on campus, and I'll be pathetically grateful if anyone is there, so, you know, maybe think about it?
Small mercies, at least -- I have no illusions about many people showing up, so hey, at least the whole panic attacks thing should be well under control, right? (this is a hilarious lie I sometimes tell myself.)
...fuck.
I don't usually try to harass people into going to these things, but please please please will someone show up for this? Otherwise it's going to be me, and my grad student, and my teacher, and that sort of makes me want to cry, so I'm sort of totally begging you guys. It's at 4:30 next Wednesday on campus, and I'll be pathetically grateful if anyone is there, so, you know, maybe think about it?
Small mercies, at least -- I have no illusions about many people showing up, so hey, at least the whole panic attacks thing should be well under control, right? (this is a hilarious lie I sometimes tell myself.)