"Week"
It's been quite a weird week so far.. i know its only tuesday.. but it seems like all the days run together anymore. So by 'week' im talking about Friday the 13th thur Monday 16th.
Friday i worked during the day, and it was hectic as all hell.
Ry and I got off @ 2, but didn't leave til like 2:30.
I drove him home, and i went to my dads to drop his car off.
Sparkes was out to lunch with Steph, so she came and picked me up.
We got to my house, and she came in for like.. 15 minutes, then she had to go to work.
I told her that the fireworks started at dusk, and that she could come up to Rio wraps and park for free.
I called my mom, which was in her room, and i was in the living room, lol
i called her and told her to get out and hang with me.
so we went shopping.
i got some sweet new plaid shorts.
ok, well we all left for the works.
We got to the enterance, and they already had it blocked off, so Tony got out and moved it, i helped.
Then my mom did some mad ass backing in skills, and parked directly next to a dumpster.
I went in and said hi to everyone, The wrap shack was still up and running, so i helped shut it down.
Then Shirley and i walked down to 7-11, and i got attacked by Scooter.
It was nice seeing her.
Then Tayray came out of nowhere, and said that the enterance was closed off..
so i ran around the corner but it was to late, Sparkes drove up to far so she had to drive allll the way back around.
she got back to where she was supposed to, and i moved the block-ade.
She parked.
Sparkes, and Lauren got out.
and we walked around to the front door of Rio wraps.
Sparkes and i had a keen eye out for Mdawg and Gauage Paige..
...oh and Lover and Pookie.
We started walking to the fair, and we seen some people.
Well J and i knew the people, not the other 3.
The works started, and we were like way back on a hill.
I walked up onto the hill a lil, and Sparkes followed.
it was kinda cute..
I didn't like put my arm around her or anything cuz i didn't want her to feel uncomfortable
in case anyone walked up.
But Tayray and Lauren were snappin pix of like us standing side by side
and of our asses.
The grand finale hit, and we kissed.
=]
it was awesome.
We got back to the car, and got out, and started going.
Lauren and Tayray were belting out songs at cars.
They made out for these one lil ppls, we couldnt tell if they were girls our boys. haha
They annoyed a lot of people, and they met some kid.
By the time we got home, it was like 12 something.
Sparkes laid on me, and im pretty sure tayray and lauren were on the other side of the couch.
Sparkes mom called @ like 1:30, and said that she either needed to stay here or come home...
which was kinda weird cuz her moms never actully said she could stay here, lol.
So they left.
Saturday: I worked from 1 until close.
Sparkes and Tayray went to the reptile show, and each got a rat.
Ghandi (sparkes) and Jesus (tayrays)
Sparkes, Chantel and Tayray came up to show me them.
they are sooo fucking cute.
i want one..
Craig and I made like 12 bucks in tips each.
So on the way home, i had Craig buy me some Jager.
Yummm.
I got home, cleaned my room realll quick.. and they came over.. and i got ready for a very
intresting night..
..since Chantel was there..sparkes said "No drunken making out, or affection"
so i had to contain myself..for a little haha.
Sparkes and i basically finished the Jager off.
Then i had some beer, and some Tequilla.
So i was GONE.
We were all dancin.
Sparkes gave us all lap dances.
Shes damn good at giving those lol.
Then all of a sudden..Taray and i are in my room.
1/2 naked.
and uhmm..let's just say i'm at 6 girls now..
it was probably the weirdest thing, cuz like we were laughin and i dunno. lol.
Anywho.
We all went to bed @ like 5am.
Tayray and i slept in my bed.
And Chantel and Sparkes slept on the Full sized mattress on the floor.
Sun: I didn't work.
I took us all out to breakfast.
Then Tayray, Chantel, Sparkes, Mia, Aubs and I all went out to Monroe to go swimming
at the rock quarry..
..tayray was acting kinda weird.
i dunno.
But mia and aubs were cute.
all over each other.
but whateve.
I was the first one in.
i just swam in my sports bra and shorts.
fuck it. lol.
i guess i can say that all the femmes were hot.
yeah that pretty much sums them up. lol.
It got kinda akward
Sparkes wasn't talking much.
Neither was I.
Chantel and I walked and Talked about the situation.
Im not typing the situation out on here.
The internet has a funny way of going public.
We left at like.. 5.
I got dropped off.
Sparkes gave me a hug.
Melissa came over, and she drove me to my dads.
We talked a little.
Im glad her and i are friends.
My mom and i got into it a little.
then i came home.
cleaned up.
and drove out to see sparkes, cuz she wanted to talk to me.
We talked. i think she was suprised to find out how much i understood the situation.
and she told me at the end of the night that she was proud of herself for actully talking about it
to me.
And i left.
Came home, kinda emo.
but then i just went to sleep and slept it off.
Woke up.
Monday: Had to work @ 4.
Mom and I met BobbyJo and his wife at Home Depot to get more wood for the patio.
J calls me basically in tears, cuz she was sick, and at work
and was wondering if i would come in early for her.
Of corse. but only for the big sis.
So i went in @ 3.
its an hour early but whateve.
i wasnt in the greatest of moods.
but i dont show it at work.
Aubs and i were textin.
and so was
Sparkes and I.
Apparently they all went to the park.
had a little picnic.
Then i get a text from Sparkes that says shes got a suprise for me,
and that she was bringing it up to my work.
Then Aubs texts me and says
dont give up on her.
so.. im all discombobulated.
So im working
people come in.
like 4 of em.
then sparkes comes in.
and tells me to text her when i can have a cigg break
so i rush through the people.
i had to make the 2 newish people break there slowness.
So i finally get a smoke break.
craig tells me not to be long.
so i go out back.
throw some trash away.
and walk over to sparkes.
she apologizes.
there was no need for an apology, but it was nice.
then she told me that she was my suprise.
that made me smile.
i walked over to her, and held her for a moment,
then craig said i had to come in.
she asked me to go out and see her after work.
so after work.
i came home, changed my shirt.
got some gas money.
then flew out to rockwood.
Sparkes and I talked.
and then we watched some L word.
She laid in my arms.
=].
i couldnt stop smiling.
i tried.
didnt work.
i dunno.. she makes me feel something ive never felt before..or havent felt in a long time..its nice..
around like 2 she got really sleepy, so i was tryin to make her clock out.
but it wasnt working.
she was almost there.
but not quite.
so i gave her a kiss
and i said that she needs to go to sleep.
then i left.
said by to steve.
and gave tayray a hug.
and i was on my way home.
smiling.
[UPDATE:8-13-07]
...apparently she didn't realize how i felt for her.
guess she would of known if she would of talked to the ppl i do
but it doesn't even phase me anymore.
whateve.fuckit.