May 07, 2004 01:02
Bad times just seem to be prevalent right now. Some people fucking disgust me with how two faced and childish they are. Im not moving in with brad. Im not moving in with anyone. So much bullshit has been taking place in the past weeks its unbelievable. I just keep ignoring it and something happens even worse not an hour later. its like im falling down a never ending hill. i cant find a job for the life of me and im as of right now completely fucking broke. All i want to do is play saturday. i dont care if everyone fucking hates it, it doesnt matter to me.i just need some security from somewhere. my mom wont even talk to me, my families back is turned. i dont need them. i dont want them. i dont know anything anymore.