Feb 24, 2004 17:16
I have had the shortest fuse all day long. I got up for work and almost called in to quit just so i wouldnt have to go. People just dont understand that despite if you are in a hurry and want to get your food and leave, the person that is making it for you has been there all day dealing with douche bags just like you. So do all of us a favor and fucking chill out if you are in a hurry for food dont come to subway when i work. 907-6471 call me and see if im working before you come and you are in a hurry or feeling like trashing up the place where you are sitting so i can get up and clean it again. Is it that fucking hard to just throw your shit away? I guess that concept just baffles most of the youth and even the older people of this great state.
My wonderful boss decided to be a fucking asshole and schedule me to work on my day off. So now the plans i had for hanging out with renee' before she left tommarow are out the window. So anyway one of the other employees decided he wanted to go home because he was tired , so he left therefore i spent the rest of my day working alone. Yes my manager was there , but she wouldnt get off her ass if the damn store was burning down. So i got the same question and reply from every customer : " They got you in here working alone today? Hmm Well man then you're gunna hate me because i have a list of things haha" Never once in my life have i found that fucking funny. If anyone here thinks that ordering a bunch of shit and being a dick about it is a way to lighten the mood between you and a worker , You should be fucking shot and burned.
Im sick of the two faced friends. I dont fucking need you.Im tired of people telling everyone how much they help me just so they sound nice. No one has fucking helped me except jds family. No one ,sorry if you think you did , you havent.Most of the people who think they helped probably caused more damage. None of you game me a place to stay(for the few who did or offered it is very much appreciated and if you ever need me for anything im just a phone call away) I havent taken handouts from anyone and if you think i did then you are sadly fucking mistaken. I got kicked out because i wouldnt fund someones drug habit. So fuck you if you think otherwise. Im so fucking tired of working so hard to get my life in order just to have the ones i think are my real friends detroying it behind my back. Its ok the shit will come back on you.
Many people have been bitching me out here lately because i dont call them or whatever . Sorry fuckers my life doesnt center around other people. You have a phone, CALL ME. Im tired of having to ask people if they wanna go do something . no one ever invites me to do anything except Brad.Brad dude i love you , you jackass. If it werent for you bro, i dont know what the fuck i would do. You ever need me for anything i dont care what it is just say it, and its done.
Supressed Emotions are the cause of all my stress and so forth. I just miss having a girl. I dont want this teenage bullshit though. Its soo fucking pointless. I need a girl who isnt fucking immature. The lying the cheating. Fuck that.I dont need anyone to complicate my life anymore that it already is , but i cant get through this alone. Some one has to understand . Someone has to know where im coming from. I dont care how you all take this if you think im pissed off at you then chances are that i am. Whatever you think , however you take this it doesnt matter to me.
fuck off and die.