the good times are killing me..
Hey!
My brother is in town! I couldn't make it out to Bakersfield before school starts, I have boring responsibilities, and I would feel bad leaving my kitties..so I brought my brother up! Sweet!
I've been doing really well at my job, I really enjoy cooking, it's fun to make people food and see they like eating it. haha. My boss is pretty awesome, Im glad I found such a cool place to work close to our new apartment. plus, everyone there is pretty rad. Heather's good friend Aja, is so funny and awesome. This one christian band played one night..we were laughing at them so hard...their lyrics were ridiculous. They were singing something like "if you dont love jesus youre committing suicide." "lalalallaaaaaallaalaaa" haha. so funny.
Update on living situation, we moved out of the yellow house, sad, but things went down in the most immature manner possible, i guess having my boyfriend not mowing the lawn at noon contributed to our roommate beating his girlfriend and her always taking him back. Yelling at each other to the point one stabs paitings with knives and threatening to make her body dissappear, while she threatens to kill herself to get away from him all the while she is pregnant. ..yeah, totally our fault..totally our bad. No. None of it was, because no one would have taken as much shit as we did in that fucking house. no one would have let that happen or try to work with that as long as we did and we only lived their three months..are you fucking kidding me??! that three months felt like a fucking year of hell to us. i hated turning the corner to come home. the energy in that house was so negative and i hated it, even our close friend said so..every morning i would get awakened from yelling, doors slamming, crying, throwing up, dogs barking..and they were the ones supposedly so stressed...wtf?! even when my fucking brother came to visit they yelled and screamed even worse than ever in the living while he was in the living room pretending to be asleep on the fucking couch..and we are the ones that drove them away? no no no..how do people create these fucking lies in their lives?! how do they look themselves in the mirror everyday? really, how the fuck can she look herself in the mirror and not feel like a total idiot. in that whole 3 months of living together, chris and i experienced 2 weeks of peace..the rest was hell.
So we finally found a new apartment back in midtown! I love living in midtown, I never want to move out of here..I regret ever moving in with my dramatic, crazy ass roommates, but looking back I saw no signs of worry..sucky. However, take the positive with everything..Ive been doing that a lot lately, and being a lot nicer to people in my everyday situations. I get good responses. Except for today..I met one of chris's co-workers girlfriends..and she totally HATED me..it was sooo funny. I walked into their apartment and it was like martha stewart threw up everywhere...everywhere..it was gross and she like stuck her hand out for me to shake it but it was like one of those stupid princess handshakes that i enjoy being extra firm with. she like examined me and kept looking up into my eyes all weird. and when i would fake giggle at her boyfriends stupid jokes i would catch her looking my way and then also fake giggling. ugh. i hate these sitiuations, the bitch even asked me "so..what do you do?" what?! who the fuck asks a question like that? ill tell you who, stuck up yuppie bitches, that's who. fuck her. totally judging me. look at your khakis bitch and you stupid martha stewart living room...she said she liked Matt and Kim, which i doubt that..so yeah unless people are complete rude assholes im pretty pleasant.
well, kickball this sunday! im so excited! i love sacramento.
<3
My brother is in town! I couldn't make it out to Bakersfield before school starts, I have boring responsibilities, and I would feel bad leaving my kitties..so I brought my brother up! Sweet!
I've been doing really well at my job, I really enjoy cooking, it's fun to make people food and see they like eating it. haha. My boss is pretty awesome, Im glad I found such a cool place to work close to our new apartment. plus, everyone there is pretty rad. Heather's good friend Aja, is so funny and awesome. This one christian band played one night..we were laughing at them so hard...their lyrics were ridiculous. They were singing something like "if you dont love jesus youre committing suicide." "lalalallaaaaaallaalaaa" haha. so funny.
Update on living situation, we moved out of the yellow house, sad, but things went down in the most immature manner possible, i guess having my boyfriend not mowing the lawn at noon contributed to our roommate beating his girlfriend and her always taking him back. Yelling at each other to the point one stabs paitings with knives and threatening to make her body dissappear, while she threatens to kill herself to get away from him all the while she is pregnant. ..yeah, totally our fault..totally our bad. No. None of it was, because no one would have taken as much shit as we did in that fucking house. no one would have let that happen or try to work with that as long as we did and we only lived their three months..are you fucking kidding me??! that three months felt like a fucking year of hell to us. i hated turning the corner to come home. the energy in that house was so negative and i hated it, even our close friend said so..every morning i would get awakened from yelling, doors slamming, crying, throwing up, dogs barking..and they were the ones supposedly so stressed...wtf?! even when my fucking brother came to visit they yelled and screamed even worse than ever in the living while he was in the living room pretending to be asleep on the fucking couch..and we are the ones that drove them away? no no no..how do people create these fucking lies in their lives?! how do they look themselves in the mirror everyday? really, how the fuck can she look herself in the mirror and not feel like a total idiot. in that whole 3 months of living together, chris and i experienced 2 weeks of peace..the rest was hell.
So we finally found a new apartment back in midtown! I love living in midtown, I never want to move out of here..I regret ever moving in with my dramatic, crazy ass roommates, but looking back I saw no signs of worry..sucky. However, take the positive with everything..Ive been doing that a lot lately, and being a lot nicer to people in my everyday situations. I get good responses. Except for today..I met one of chris's co-workers girlfriends..and she totally HATED me..it was sooo funny. I walked into their apartment and it was like martha stewart threw up everywhere...everywhere..it was gross and she like stuck her hand out for me to shake it but it was like one of those stupid princess handshakes that i enjoy being extra firm with. she like examined me and kept looking up into my eyes all weird. and when i would fake giggle at her boyfriends stupid jokes i would catch her looking my way and then also fake giggling. ugh. i hate these sitiuations, the bitch even asked me "so..what do you do?" what?! who the fuck asks a question like that? ill tell you who, stuck up yuppie bitches, that's who. fuck her. totally judging me. look at your khakis bitch and you stupid martha stewart living room...she said she liked Matt and Kim, which i doubt that..so yeah unless people are complete rude assholes im pretty pleasant.
well, kickball this sunday! im so excited! i love sacramento.
<3