Alright... the reason I can't look you in the face is because I feel sorry for you. You’re on your own and I can't help you. And I’m not saying you need any help. I’m just going my way and you’re going yours.
You make decisions that I don't agree with & you associate yourself with people I can not stand... It's not my right to say whether or not what you think and feel is right or wrong, but being around you has a influence on me, some would say its negative, while other's would say it's positive... bottom line is, you use drugs and that is something I'm trying very hard to get out of my life because I don't want to rot away and burn out. Also it is in every way my right to chose who I wish to be around on a daily basis.
As far as the people your around... they are your friends and I hope that you have successful relationships with which ever way you choose to have with them... I don't want to be around them. Perhaps it’s my own short comings in dealing with people and just social interaction in general... but one thing is for certain...certain people bare as a constant reminder to me why I have grown to be more of an existentialist, I hate the way some people act, and it make’s me miserable…maybe I’m a drama queen but I believe it sounds a lot like the reason you told me you quit going to school. Whether or not it’s the right decision for me to be making is uncertain… but I certainly have no problem as it stands right now with not being around the constant bickering and the high pitched mid-life, high-school bullshit that I’m faced with on a daily basis from 8am-3pm as it is anyway.
I have no problem with you; I never have had one in the event you were ever in serious need of help, whether or not you believe me I’ll stick my neck out on the line... I just want to quit dicking around with my life and become my own self sufficient, independent and clean person. I’m not saying that my goals don’t meet yours; it’s just the route that I chose is perhaps an entirely different one then yours.
Why you still seem to have an aggressive and angry motive directed at me I do not understand... If I have offended, then I offer you an apology that I certainly have not, nor ever will offer anyone I used to consort with,
I honestly wish you the best of luck in whatever it is you decide to do with yourself...
Please keep and enjoy the porno’s (they weren't gay scat anyway)
P.S If you want your controller, I’m not holding on to in spite of you. I just don’t feel like walking down there to drop it off.
why do you look down on me so much? ok i smoke pot, big deal. its very common and you know that. smoking pot doesnt make you a druggie.
.. and for the direction my life is headed, i cant really do much more right now then sit back and let time pass. i have to wait until march to get my ged because you have to be 17 and the schedule is already packed for all of february. you knew before you left that i was already getting information about the ged. today im going to fridays to find out my hours im gonna be working. if you think thats not going in the right direction then you are wrong. unless i pull some magical skill out of my ass or win the lotto, theres really nothing more i can do right now.
you shouldnt feel sorry for me, and im not on my own. quit being so negative.
You make decisions that I don't agree with & you associate yourself with people I can not stand... It's not my right to say whether or not what you think and feel is right or wrong, but being around you has a influence on me, some would say its negative, while other's would say it's positive... bottom line is, you use drugs and that is something I'm trying very hard to get out of my life because I don't want to rot away and burn out. Also it is in every way my right to chose who I wish to be around on a daily basis.
As far as the people your around... they are your friends and I hope that you have successful relationships with which ever way you choose to have with them... I don't want to be around them. Perhaps it’s my own short comings in dealing with people and just social interaction in general... but one thing is for certain...certain people bare as a constant reminder to me why I have grown to be more of an existentialist, I hate the way some people act, and it make’s me miserable…maybe I’m a drama queen but I believe it sounds a lot like the reason you told me you quit going to school. Whether or not it’s the right decision for me to be making is uncertain… but I certainly have no problem as it stands right now with not being around the constant bickering and the high pitched mid-life, high-school bullshit that I’m faced with on a daily basis from 8am-3pm as it is anyway.
I have no problem with you; I never have had one in the event you were ever in serious need of help, whether or not you believe me I’ll stick my neck out on the line... I just want to quit dicking around with my life and become my own self sufficient, independent and clean person. I’m not saying that my goals don’t meet yours; it’s just the route that I chose is perhaps an entirely different one then yours.
Why you still seem to have an aggressive and angry motive directed at me I do not understand... If I have offended, then I offer you an apology that I certainly have not, nor ever will offer anyone I used to consort with,
I honestly wish you the best of luck in whatever it is you decide to do with yourself...
Please keep and enjoy the porno’s (they weren't gay scat anyway)
P.S
If you want your controller, I’m not holding on to in spite of you. I just don’t feel like walking down there to drop it off.
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.. and for the direction my life is headed, i cant really do much more right now then sit back and let time pass. i have to wait until march to get my ged because you have to be 17 and the schedule is already packed for all of february. you knew before you left that i was already getting information about the ged.
today im going to fridays to find out my hours im gonna be working. if you think thats not going in the right direction then you are wrong. unless i pull some magical skill out of my ass or win the lotto, theres really nothing more i can do right now.
you shouldnt feel sorry for me, and im not on my own. quit being so negative.
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