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I need someone to fucking kick my the goddamn head and get me out of this emo phase. I don't want to feel like shit, and I don't want pity, and I don't want to feel fucking sick of myself.
I just feel like shit.
It's like everybody I know has up and left me.. and I don't know why. Or what I could do to change it. Because I honestly have not done anything. I try so hard to be there for people and it fucks me over. When does karma ever come into play. The bad shit I do, yeah, I get that back xcore tenfold style.. but the good shit; I never fucking see that in return.
I just don't get it.. I don't want to be alone.
I just feel like shit.
It's like everybody I know has up and left me.. and I don't know why. Or what I could do to change it. Because I honestly have not done anything. I try so hard to be there for people and it fucks me over. When does karma ever come into play. The bad shit I do, yeah, I get that back xcore tenfold style.. but the good shit; I never fucking see that in return.
I just don't get it.. I don't want to be alone.