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On this never ending path of destruction. My emotions feel completely shredded. I don't know what the fuck to think anymore. It's so easy to just let yourself say "Everything's going to get better". But you know-it won't. And even if it does, it won't go the way you want it to.
What I don't understand is how someone can be a victim...when there's nothing to be made a victim of. Are you that selfish and arrogant that you make something out of nothing just to get what ever the hell it is that you are capable of?
All I want is to be happy. I have done nothing but be honest with everything that I have felt since day one and minus some days in between. How are you okay with leaving someone, putting them down, then trying to make amends as if nothing ever happened? Oh, but wait when I start living my own life you have to some how fiddle that into me not caring about you anymore.
FUCK THIS.
What I don't understand is how someone can be a victim...when there's nothing to be made a victim of. Are you that selfish and arrogant that you make something out of nothing just to get what ever the hell it is that you are capable of?
All I want is to be happy. I have done nothing but be honest with everything that I have felt since day one and minus some days in between. How are you okay with leaving someone, putting them down, then trying to make amends as if nothing ever happened? Oh, but wait when I start living my own life you have to some how fiddle that into me not caring about you anymore.
FUCK THIS.