Dec 03, 2004 09:49
I had the most amazing dream last night. It was one of those dreams where nothing super crazy happens and you believe that it really is real.
It started off by me going over to clares house, and it was amazing. She was so angry with me at first and i thought she was goign to punch me or something. But then after a minute she let go of all of that and just gave me the biggest hug. I went inside her house and it was spotlessly clean, but also just about empty. I asked her about it and seemed kinda suprised. She said something like "you didn't know about the restaurant I started?" and was I completely suprised. Apparently in my dream she had started her own restaurant in Costa Rica and moved all her furniture and belongings there. She had a huge apartment there. It was 3 stories and she ran her restaurant out of there. She was also building furniture at her apartment, but just for fun. She was so excited to show me and so proud of what she had done. I couldn't help be proud and excited for her too, eventhough i knew in my dream that because of the restaurant we would probably never get back together. I was just so impressed at how well she was doing and how happy she seemed and i was just glad that we could be friends again, because I had missed her so fucking much. I think in my dream I started crying because I was so happy for her and so grateful that she wanted to share this with me.
I think that is pretty much how i feel in real life too. No matter what happens, I will always love her and will always wish the best for her.