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eh. i don't know why i feel like updating now. probably just because i feel deprived. my internet is gonna be down until freaking sunday night. it sucks. a lot. because now i don't feel like i can talk to the outside world. so i'm taking advantage of the fact that my roommate is asleep and i'm using her computer. too bad it's like 3 in the morning and no one is talking anyways.
so i don't even know what i feel like talking about. my floor is really fun to be on even though we have crappy everything and there are a select few i could most definitely live without. they keep me sane i guess. but being a co-ed floor, there is already drama everywhere. thank god i'm not/won't ever be involved in any of it. time flys by so much faster during the week days. school doesn't even phase me though. i still haven't truly written a paper or truly studied for an exam yet. my mom comes next weekend and i wish she would bring my sister. or just take me back home. i really need to find a way to convince her i need a car up here next semester. life would just be that much more comforting to know i could drive places whenever i needed to. aka home. or CNU. it's getting cooler up here already and it's supposedly supposed to snow before thanksgiving. great. i'm actually taking time out of my day to read for leisure. for some reason i can't help but think about what life would be like if we all were seniors again back at FP this year. i don't know why. but life would be good. like really good. i've been having really strange, irregular dreams lately. like none that really seem to mean anything, but like ..my dad (or someone i thought was him) being this bald lumpy-headed chinese dude whose eyes are so asian he can't even open them? yeah, i have no idea why i would be dreaming about something like that. and i can barely even open my eyes right now (not because i'm asian) so i don't even know why i'm still typing. it's so hard to go to sleep on this floor. no one ever sleeps.
and only four more weeks until fall break :)
so i don't even know what i feel like talking about. my floor is really fun to be on even though we have crappy everything and there are a select few i could most definitely live without. they keep me sane i guess. but being a co-ed floor, there is already drama everywhere. thank god i'm not/won't ever be involved in any of it. time flys by so much faster during the week days. school doesn't even phase me though. i still haven't truly written a paper or truly studied for an exam yet. my mom comes next weekend and i wish she would bring my sister. or just take me back home. i really need to find a way to convince her i need a car up here next semester. life would just be that much more comforting to know i could drive places whenever i needed to. aka home. or CNU. it's getting cooler up here already and it's supposedly supposed to snow before thanksgiving. great. i'm actually taking time out of my day to read for leisure. for some reason i can't help but think about what life would be like if we all were seniors again back at FP this year. i don't know why. but life would be good. like really good. i've been having really strange, irregular dreams lately. like none that really seem to mean anything, but like ..my dad (or someone i thought was him) being this bald lumpy-headed chinese dude whose eyes are so asian he can't even open them? yeah, i have no idea why i would be dreaming about something like that. and i can barely even open my eyes right now (not because i'm asian) so i don't even know why i'm still typing. it's so hard to go to sleep on this floor. no one ever sleeps.
and only four more weeks until fall break :)