I was going to post this to my DWidth, but then decided I should post it somewhere where more people can see it and offer advice and such, so. lols
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I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP IT god, i know i get :( when people tell me they're going to app for me and then don't, so I should really knock it the fuck off myself XD
I think a lot of my dfkjndasfnjk over the Yukiko thing comes from the fact that the last time I RPed an actual relationship was wayyy before camp, in one on one private OC RP with my best friend, in which damn near everything was planned out in advance. So I still sort of have myself tied to that mindset, and it's AWKWARD since that's nowhere near how I play at CFUD.
I think some of the LOL CAST WHAT?? is coming from the fact that I've been a bit slammed with RL recently, so therefore not around as much, and unable to keep up with stuff I usually follow. Having a POPULAR CHARACTER in a POPULAR CANON in which it is IC for the character to more or less know what's going on with her friends a lot makes me feel OOC when I'm not actively responding to EVERYTHING that happens with my cast XD AND YEAH I AM STILL TOTALLY HESITANT WITH HER BECAUSE SOB POPULAR CANON IS SCARY. I'm working on that, though |D
AND YES GOD WHY HAVE WE NOT THREADED YET. I want to use this icon ICly sometime! WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING WITH THEM!! i have today off (as long as people don't show up to kidnap me at any point), and free afternoons tomorrow and friday, as well as all day saturday off, if we want to post or thread or whatever to dick around with them. \o/
I've found people are surprisingly understanding, because sometimes the jolt of OMG LET'S APP can even last a few months until you go, "Oh, it's time. ... ... ... This app isn't coming." It sucks, too. Because sometimes I get attached to the idea of having that character.
Yeah, I know that feeling. A bunch of my friends have that going when they RP OCs, and the feeling that if a pair of characters is supposed to work, they need to have every step of the way planned. I've never been all that good at that myself, but I totaaaaaally understand the nerves. I just think planning doesn't work very well in CFUD, and people will generally be zen.
Real life is a killer when a cast is really active. I know, because real life made me COMPLETELY CLUELESS over what was happening in the AG cast last fall. BUT JUST THINK, RE: POPULAR CANON. ROSE IS FROM AN EXCESSIVELY POPULAR CANON. And you've spammed her a lot! I get those nerves, too, because everyone comes and says Yousuke is the greatest character ever. And I know that if I dropped him, a lot of people would be interested in grabbing him, so. Yeaaaaaaah.
I need to do a thread with Souji to follow up my self-thread last night, to make Yousuke ... more playable in stupid situations, but THEN we can do stuff in the next couple days. Let's shoot for Saturday definitely, though.
I think a lot of my dfkjndasfnjk over the Yukiko thing comes from the fact that the last time I RPed an actual relationship was wayyy before camp, in one on one private OC RP with my best friend, in which damn near everything was planned out in advance. So I still sort of have myself tied to that mindset, and it's AWKWARD since that's nowhere near how I play at CFUD.
I think some of the LOL CAST WHAT?? is coming from the fact that I've been a bit slammed with RL recently, so therefore not around as much, and unable to keep up with stuff I usually follow. Having a POPULAR CHARACTER in a POPULAR CANON in which it is IC for the character to more or less know what's going on with her friends a lot makes me feel OOC when I'm not actively responding to EVERYTHING that happens with my cast XD AND YEAH I AM STILL TOTALLY HESITANT WITH HER BECAUSE SOB POPULAR CANON IS SCARY. I'm working on that, though |D
AND YES GOD WHY HAVE WE NOT THREADED YET. I want to use this icon ICly sometime! WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING WITH THEM!! i have today off (as long as people don't show up to kidnap me at any point), and free afternoons tomorrow and friday, as well as all day saturday off, if we want to post or thread or whatever to dick around with them. \o/
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Yeah, I know that feeling. A bunch of my friends have that going when they RP OCs, and the feeling that if a pair of characters is supposed to work, they need to have every step of the way planned. I've never been all that good at that myself, but I totaaaaaally understand the nerves. I just think planning doesn't work very well in CFUD, and people will generally be zen.
Real life is a killer when a cast is really active. I know, because real life made me COMPLETELY CLUELESS over what was happening in the AG cast last fall. BUT JUST THINK, RE: POPULAR CANON. ROSE IS FROM AN EXCESSIVELY POPULAR CANON. And you've spammed her a lot! I get those nerves, too, because everyone comes and says Yousuke is the greatest character ever. And I know that if I dropped him, a lot of people would be interested in grabbing him, so. Yeaaaaaaah.
I need to do a thread with Souji to follow up my self-thread last night, to make Yousuke ... more playable in stupid situations, but THEN we can do stuff in the next couple days. Let's shoot for Saturday definitely, though.
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