I was going to post this to my DWidth, but then decided I should post it somewhere where more people can see it and offer advice and such, so. lols
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YEAH, JOSHUA IS BEING INCREDIBLY RETARDED ABOUT GETTING OUT I am about to beat him myself, sob. Once I get some clothes on, I'll write about him. Dum de dum.
Also, I feel you on the app thing. I'm resisting doing the same until I have something written, but UGHHH.
Anyway, I don't really have any advice other than wait-out life and the dead zone camp is in right now? It's easier to get overstressed about camp when everything else is going on, but if you need to relax a little and dropping does that. . . Well!
I. Augh. I've told two (..technically THREE) casts that I want to app for counselors, but now I'm in the uncomfortable position of "ARE PEOPLE GOING TO BE MAD AT ME FOR GOING BACK ON WHAT I SAID" which i know is stupid because CFUD is full of awesome people, but. ;o; bawwwwwwww
Dropping makes me even more stressed XD I FEEL LIKE I HAVE FAILLLLLLLED or something idk i am a retard about pretendy funtiem games.
Camp should punch him in the head. Just like. SUDDENLY, AN UNSEEN FORCE PUNCHES JOSHUA UPSIDE THE HEAD. WTF? idk i think it would be funny \o/
And I guess I know people would understand, I'm just retarded and spend way too much of my life trying too hard to make people that I like happy.
Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Like, I was relieved after I dropped Kyouichi (despite the occasional urge to reapp him XD) but the first time I dropped Io, I cried about it for a whole day XD And then always felt like I had given up and shouldn't have dropped her .... hence the reapp |D
Also, I feel you on the app thing. I'm resisting doing the same until I have something written, but UGHHH.
Anyway, I don't really have any advice other than wait-out life and the dead zone camp is in right now? It's easier to get overstressed about camp when everything else is going on, but if you need to relax a little and dropping does that. . . Well!
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I. Augh. I've told two (..technically THREE) casts that I want to app for counselors, but now I'm in the uncomfortable position of "ARE PEOPLE GOING TO BE MAD AT ME FOR GOING BACK ON WHAT I SAID" which i know is stupid because CFUD is full of awesome people, but. ;o; bawwwwwwww
Dropping makes me even more stressed XD I FEEL LIKE I HAVE FAILLLLLLLED or something idk i am a retard about pretendy funtiem games.
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[. . . p-pets] I think everyone will understand.
Yeah, uh, you are a retard, but whatever works. I usually feel quite relieved about it.
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idk i think it would be funny \o/
And I guess I know people would understand, I'm just retarded and spend way too much of my life trying too hard to make people that I like happy.
Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Like, I was relieved after I dropped Kyouichi (despite the occasional urge to reapp him XD) but the first time I dropped Io, I cried about it for a whole day XD And then always felt like I had given up and shouldn't have dropped her .... hence the reapp |D
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Hrm, I guess it's a matter of accepting that you can't do everything then?
If you drop, because you feel like you need to, despite what others think. . . Yeah. I'm not really sure where to go with that, but GO FIGHT WIN.
-Also, retarded essay on Joshua is up. Derp derp.
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