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[hwa_rang1]

hey I just thought I'd tell everybody, that i've completely abandoned livejournal for my xanga http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=hwa_rang1, which is why I haven't updated in forever.

I suggest you all do the same.

-shotgun sam

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[babydoll_777]

I assume you no longer check this, so it will probably never reach you..and even if it did, i wouldn't know

But I need to say it

I need to say it somewhere that you could possibly someday read it and go "yes, i remember that girl"

I have never felt about anyone the way I feel about you. I'm sure someday i will feel towards someone ten times what i feel towards you, but for now...it's not happening
You are not me; you are not confined. You have the option to meet new people at every turn. I have known the same guys for the last twelve years.
It's not uncommon to date more than one person at once. there's just one trick: you can't become attached. You can't kiss or title urselves as boy/girl friend. You can't shut off other possibilities.
You don't know how to do this. It is my guess that you can't stand the thought of possibly, seriously, liking two girls at once (beyond just a flirtatous nature) and therefore it is easier for you to simply block me out. I can't stand THAT. It's not worth it. It never will be.

I was so happy with you when I thought we were just friends. i wanted you to come to prom with me when i considered you just a friend. i wanted to share a night with you when i considered you just a friend, right before ( i might add) i went to spend the weekend alone w/my boyfriend. don't you remember that?

if you can't make that come back, if you can't stop shutting me out, then it's not worth my tears. maybe we're meant to meet again, but past this yr, i am moving away and i am cutting those off which no longer are necessary in my life

it is your choice whether or not you are in the discard pile...i wish you would stop pretending that it doesn't matter...because it does

I wasn't the one who said they had never been in love before, and our relationship was the closest thing they had come. but i cried at the words. i cried, because i knew that was the end. you can't love what is not there. you can't love someone and build a relationship with someone else that you like

i wish it wasn't like that but it is
you're searching too i think