I found it!

Jan 18, 2004 14:20

l-o-l. e-lingo. whee!

Roaches are scary.
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Hm, I still have part of Sumdumgoi III, bwaha!!!!

The song Brick by Ben Folds Five is sad.

"and she's feeling more alone than she ever has before"
Well that's not the case for me for a while.

Jeez, I'm graduating in May, it's crazy. I feel too young. I wish I didn't have to go to college right away. If I didn't, my parents would die... or kill me. Something like that. ANYway! Ah-ha, here's typical teenage topic: prom.

My mom and I were talking about prom yesterday. I need to tell Will and Ryan that I don't want to go. Like they'll care, haha. I don't want to go with a group of guys dedgummit! If I went, I'd just go with a friend, guy or girl and go in a regular car, in fancy prom clothes, I wouldn't care if we ate a McDonald's (well, maybe not McDonald's). Please, tell me the point of buying a prom ticket if you show up for 30 minutes. Sorry Drew, by the way. Prom is just... blah. Maybe I'm bitter about the past two years I went. For those who don't know...
10th grade- went with a group of people in which I was the only one without a date. Loserrrrrrr, lol
11th grade- went with a group of nice people but felt like I couldn't be myself... I wasn't comfortable. Plus, I was sick and kept coughing.

I think I'm intimidating, rawr!! Guys fear me, mwahahaha! Naw...

I want someone who doesn't do pot, believes in a God, is mean sometimes but in a kidding sort of way, and someone who doesn't have to go out all the time. What's wrong with just sitting at a coffee shop sipping on frozen cappicino... I can't spell that word, grr.

Last night made me realize that I need to stop being afraid. Give my fears to God, lay them down.

A few months from now I'll be moving most of my things into a different house. That's right. H-O-U-S-E. PARTY ON GEORGIA AVENUE! *laughs maniacally* Aherm. Right. I'll get to decorate it anyway I wanna. I'm in a good mood, I hope it lasts until... a long time from now!

Don't be scared, cuz *sings Avrilish* I'm with youuuuuuuu!

*so when you think of yesterday, remember all the things we said; and through the course of history, I hope you'll still remember me*

I'm gonna download some Placebo.
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