grr

[huzza_huzza]

I dislike very much being the only girl in a group of guys. Okay, so sometimes it's cool, most of the time it's great. After a while though, I eventually get to the point where I'm thinking "okay, obviously I'm not attractive since these guys don't think so, right?" So that's when I go and do something like visit Travis. Why? I know he appreciates me and is attracted to me in some way. Am I to him in the same way? That's a different story. I'm so craving a relationship. It's not time for me to have one now though. It's not God's will. That's cool, I can wait.

I'm just a bit lonely tho'. I'm a tough girl though! Yup.. that's me...

Oh yeah, I saw Big Fish and it was awesome. The end.