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I went to Atlanta. It was odd... seeing people you saw as one way before, and now they're totally... well almost totally... different. I'm glad I went. I really do want to live in a city, which is odd because big crowds tend to make me feel uncomfortable. It's different there, though. I don't know why, but it just is. My aunt and uncle are awesome by the way.
I got my first ticket up there though. That sucked. I should have cried, and then I could have probably gotten away with it. Thirty-eight in a school zone (25 mph). They were really nice about it, which bugged me... If they're going to stop me they should be mean about it.
I watched (all my paragraphs begin with "I"..) too many movies while I was up there because my uncle had great satellite... or was it cable? In any event, I watched Spirited Away. It was awesome... okay, so the part with the parents turning into pigs was a little strange, but I got the point. Hmm, The Pallbearer (sp?) wasn't that great. Rules of Attraction was alright I guess... it was basically about a bunch of college kids partying and doing drugs. I could just see that here, but oh well. Of course, like almost everyone else I went to go see LOTR Return of the King. I cried about 6 or 7 times. Stupid movies that get to me...
I'm back home now, but I don't feel like talking to anyone... no offense. It wouldn't matter to them anyway, because if I were to talk, then I'd just ramble and be boring as usual... kinda like I am now.
I love my mom, but she gets on my nerves when she asks me three questions in a row.
I love my brother, but why is he so selfish? Long story.
I haven't learned to love myself, so why should I expect anyone else to?
Like a lot of things, I'm working on it.
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Craig is moving. I shall miss him, but probably not as much as I think. I know that sounds mean, but in all reality, there won't be many people I will miss... but there will be some.
I want Christmas to be here... actually I would rather have Christmas Eve over and over. Yet then I would die from anticipation (can you do that?). I want my digital camera and take random pictures of trees and clouds and grass and rain.
Hm, my moodiness is wearing off... uh oh, I feel like talking to people now. Great.
I got my first ticket up there though. That sucked. I should have cried, and then I could have probably gotten away with it. Thirty-eight in a school zone (25 mph). They were really nice about it, which bugged me... If they're going to stop me they should be mean about it.
I watched (all my paragraphs begin with "I"..) too many movies while I was up there because my uncle had great satellite... or was it cable? In any event, I watched Spirited Away. It was awesome... okay, so the part with the parents turning into pigs was a little strange, but I got the point. Hmm, The Pallbearer (sp?) wasn't that great. Rules of Attraction was alright I guess... it was basically about a bunch of college kids partying and doing drugs. I could just see that here, but oh well. Of course, like almost everyone else I went to go see LOTR Return of the King. I cried about 6 or 7 times. Stupid movies that get to me...
I'm back home now, but I don't feel like talking to anyone... no offense. It wouldn't matter to them anyway, because if I were to talk, then I'd just ramble and be boring as usual... kinda like I am now.
I love my mom, but she gets on my nerves when she asks me three questions in a row.
I love my brother, but why is he so selfish? Long story.
I haven't learned to love myself, so why should I expect anyone else to?
Like a lot of things, I'm working on it.
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Craig is moving. I shall miss him, but probably not as much as I think. I know that sounds mean, but in all reality, there won't be many people I will miss... but there will be some.
I want Christmas to be here... actually I would rather have Christmas Eve over and over. Yet then I would die from anticipation (can you do that?). I want my digital camera and take random pictures of trees and clouds and grass and rain.
Hm, my moodiness is wearing off... uh oh, I feel like talking to people now. Great.