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Dear Avantika,
I'm sorry i left like that. Without saying bye. I really can't believe myself.But you have to know, I was crying. And i couldn't stop. I didn't want you to see them. So i had to leave. I told you at the beginning of the year, that i had never cried infront of anyone before. You leaving had to be the hardest thing in my life. I'd make you sad if i showed my tears which were dripping down my face at the moment. I've known you 3 years now. You were the nicest person i'd ever met. To tell you the truth, i was planning on leaving silently. It almost seemed to me that if i didn't say bye, you'd have to come to school tomorrow. I'm probably the most idiotic person in the universe. And then there was the feeling that i really didn't belong with that group. Distanced almost, or maybe, ashamed. I wonder if you'll ever read this. Or if you'll ever know how it felt standing there looking at you knowing that you'd have to go.
It sounds so weird trying to explain my feelings to you. I bet everyone in the class is gonna be like "what a loser! Why did she leave?" I'm wondering right now if i should have stayed instead, and just cried.
Wishing you happiness and new friends at your new school
Jennifer :)
I'm sorry i left like that. Without saying bye. I really can't believe myself.But you have to know, I was crying. And i couldn't stop. I didn't want you to see them. So i had to leave. I told you at the beginning of the year, that i had never cried infront of anyone before. You leaving had to be the hardest thing in my life. I'd make you sad if i showed my tears which were dripping down my face at the moment. I've known you 3 years now. You were the nicest person i'd ever met. To tell you the truth, i was planning on leaving silently. It almost seemed to me that if i didn't say bye, you'd have to come to school tomorrow. I'm probably the most idiotic person in the universe. And then there was the feeling that i really didn't belong with that group. Distanced almost, or maybe, ashamed. I wonder if you'll ever read this. Or if you'll ever know how it felt standing there looking at you knowing that you'd have to go.
It sounds so weird trying to explain my feelings to you. I bet everyone in the class is gonna be like "what a loser! Why did she leave?" I'm wondering right now if i should have stayed instead, and just cried.
Wishing you happiness and new friends at your new school
Jennifer :)