you have the wrong idea...really.
life's been awesome but i can't seem to feel happy like i used to. maybe it's the grades, yeah, those definitely equal shit. i had lunch with jessica yesterday and she said something that really made sense:
"Love and hate are not opposites. The opposite of love is: indifference..."
i like that. so like every girl that i've recently met or whatever seem to have this view of me being sort of like a "male slut." hahaha, i think that's hilarious. if they only knew...
i've been keeping busy lately and like i mentioned before, i still don't have the "happiness" feeling. i'm not sad or anything, i guess kinda indifferent/apathetic, L o fucking L.
I watched the elite 8 u of a game today with julia. wow, how lame was that? fuck me.
i saw this sick ass painting when i went to the street fair with amanda, i was gonna get it but i thought...hey, i could just paint that...
i've realized that i don't think i could ever live alone again. anthony left earlier today and i haven't really done shit all day, it's boring, and kinda depressing. julia was over for a bit but now there's nobody here. plus we're outta toilet paper, that sucks.
i went to this party with amanda on thursday, it was all of her friends and everyone knew each other, they were all cool and nice as fuck though. the reason why i bring this up is because these type of people are worth bringing up, ya dig?
in contraction, julia was telling me how much of a dickhead salim staudamire was when she met him a few years back. i guess channing frye was introducing his friends to her friends and everyone and they were all cool except salim. she held out her hand to shake his and i guess he gave her the stank eye, she proceeded to say sarcastically: 'are you too cool to shake my hand or soemthing...?' and he replied with a: 'do you know who i am?' hahah, i guess his shit doesn't stink or something.
happy birthday anthony.
here's a pic from our california trip (still in chandler). btw, these are some of the greatest individuals that i will ever meet...
"Love and hate are not opposites. The opposite of love is: indifference..."
i like that. so like every girl that i've recently met or whatever seem to have this view of me being sort of like a "male slut." hahaha, i think that's hilarious. if they only knew...
i've been keeping busy lately and like i mentioned before, i still don't have the "happiness" feeling. i'm not sad or anything, i guess kinda indifferent/apathetic, L o fucking L.
I watched the elite 8 u of a game today with julia. wow, how lame was that? fuck me.
i saw this sick ass painting when i went to the street fair with amanda, i was gonna get it but i thought...hey, i could just paint that...
i've realized that i don't think i could ever live alone again. anthony left earlier today and i haven't really done shit all day, it's boring, and kinda depressing. julia was over for a bit but now there's nobody here. plus we're outta toilet paper, that sucks.
i went to this party with amanda on thursday, it was all of her friends and everyone knew each other, they were all cool and nice as fuck though. the reason why i bring this up is because these type of people are worth bringing up, ya dig?
in contraction, julia was telling me how much of a dickhead salim staudamire was when she met him a few years back. i guess channing frye was introducing his friends to her friends and everyone and they were all cool except salim. she held out her hand to shake his and i guess he gave her the stank eye, she proceeded to say sarcastically: 'are you too cool to shake my hand or soemthing...?' and he replied with a: 'do you know who i am?' hahah, i guess his shit doesn't stink or something.
happy birthday anthony.
here's a pic from our california trip (still in chandler). btw, these are some of the greatest individuals that i will ever meet...