today, this week, this month, this summer and autumn

[huxedley]

i moved house.

and

i am in one of those moods where i feel like i have no special place in anyone's heart.

and

i feel like i'm wasting my emotions and hopes on people who probably don't give that much of a toss about me.

and

i think it is possible that my desire to do well in a job i don't love will revert me to how i was before.

a determined, relentless, cold, literal and argumentative robot

with no

friends.

i want to
go
to
frankfurt
to see my
sister
and forget
everything
here