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it's been a long while since i've done this but whatev- life gets in the way...
so i live in brandon......... not too far from tampa but it still feels like forever when u work such horrendously late nights... first of all, i should clarify that i never saw this move coming.... i was intentionally 'saving' this move for the one that i married... it sucks that u end up not saving a lot for when you're married but let's be honest.................. i feel like one of the last people to jump into this 'marriage' hope thing.... my man is awesome, i love him- without a doubt.. but with how quickly everything has happened seems to have him slightly off from the norm as well as me... as with anybody, this whole advancing your life amidst a whole lot of other things up in the air leaves both of u feeling unsettled.... i'm totally sure in how i feel about him & who he is, how great his family is, but at the same time, we've both been through the ringer... u invest so much time someone, share your deepest, darkest secrets with someone & evenstill, it may not work out... i can
i don't know what's in store but i do know that i'm either in a big turning point in my life or i'm really in a significantly different place in my life than i thought... i unfortunately have to get ready for work, but that's (unfortunately) how it's gone lately.... more later, i'm sure
so i live in brandon......... not too far from tampa but it still feels like forever when u work such horrendously late nights... first of all, i should clarify that i never saw this move coming.... i was intentionally 'saving' this move for the one that i married... it sucks that u end up not saving a lot for when you're married but let's be honest.................. i feel like one of the last people to jump into this 'marriage' hope thing.... my man is awesome, i love him- without a doubt.. but with how quickly everything has happened seems to have him slightly off from the norm as well as me... as with anybody, this whole advancing your life amidst a whole lot of other things up in the air leaves both of u feeling unsettled.... i'm totally sure in how i feel about him & who he is, how great his family is, but at the same time, we've both been through the ringer... u invest so much time someone, share your deepest, darkest secrets with someone & evenstill, it may not work out... i can
i don't know what's in store but i do know that i'm either in a big turning point in my life or i'm really in a significantly different place in my life than i thought... i unfortunately have to get ready for work, but that's (unfortunately) how it's gone lately.... more later, i'm sure