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Fuck Fuck Fuck...Today is already forming into a huge, resounding pile of shit. Liz and I didn't go to sleep...we figured we'd pull the first all nighter of the year. Around 5am we wanted cigaretts and picked up Shaun to go and get some with us. Once we got back, we had nothing to do for 3 hours until my 930 class...so we decided to go to the gym...we were supposed to go with Kristin in the afternoon but we were bored, and we were still going to go with her. Right after I got back from the gym, all that Kristin says to me is FUCK YOU GUYS, apparently she is mad that we didn't drag her ass out of bed at 5 am and tell her that we were going to the gym(mind you when I walked into our room to change, she yelled at me for having the light in the other room on and for being loud). When I got back, I was falling alseep standing up, so I decided to take an hour power nap. Set the alarm for 900, and passed out. Well it is now 330 and I missed Chemistry...and my roomate hates Liz and I because our world doesn't revolve around her. How quickly she forgets that not even a month ago(right before break), she and Liz were the same way, they were together all of the time at the Chi Phi house, and I didn't mind for the most part, it just kinda sucked when they would come to the room to get ready to go somewhere and didn't even ask if I wanted to go. But I'm over that now and I don't care about that because I know that they were not doing it on purpose, shit happens and you forget things, however importanat they may be. I knew that they were my friends, and that's what matters in the end. Last night we all watched Steel Magnolias and cried our eyes out...we talked to each other like we were best friends and always would be, and we meant every word of it...we are not trying to leave her out at all...we are just spontanious and want to do stuff when we want to do it...we knew that she wanted to go, and we were going to go with her later...but no. I really can't handle drama and I don't want her to think that we don't respect her as a friend, because she is.