Sep 16, 2007 21:04
Don't fucking listen to me when I say, "Hang with your friends, you haven't seen them in a while"
Don't fucking listen to me when I say, "You really are important to me"
Don't fucking listen to me when I say, "My life is fucked right now, I have so much bullshit going on in my life I can't make time for you"
Don't fucking listen to me when I say, "Give up on those shitty ass people they are not worth your fucking time"
Don't fucking listen to me when I say, "I'm Sorry"
Just don't listen or try to act like your listening, It's people like you that keep me up at night thinking about why someone would make their life a shithole. Truth is you just want somebody in the world to hate, you can't be fucking happy, just give it up. please, I tried and tried and I get fucking shot right in the foot, whatever. Life goes on and i'll find somebody new to hate me. It's a cycle that my life has become. thank you for this, thank you for the grief.
I never thought things would turn out this way. I'm so glad your life is good for now untill your not perfectly happy and you have to fucking bullshit around and kick some shit off that doesn't need to.
I wanted things to work out, but i know now they never will.
Just to let everyone know my life is finally starting to turn around. I'm doing my best at being sober, I've drop almost 60 pounds. Life is going on, and we'll see ya when we see ya, and if we don't see ya, then we'll see ya.
-b