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May 25, 2005 22:15

so as i waz doing my soul searching i came across a quote:

"Highschool is just 4 years of drama and stress and in the end, when you look back is it all worth it?"
- me

i've realized that as of right now i'm not the person i want to be or should be. it's kinda sad how it took an amazing friend to show me it. for them to tell me that they were truly scared becuase they thought i was going down the wrong path, a lesser path, and it would eventually lead to bigger problems is scary. (thanx 2 our chats in bio) but more then that its important that i change and that i really evaluate who i am. and when i did, i realized that i'm so focused on stupid things that in 5 or 6 years won't even matter. and i'm gonna change and fix wats going on. maybe this summer is really all i need. maybe playing softball with brit, meg, and job would make me realize who i want to be. but most importantly maybe just playing ball and hanging out with my friends will really make me realize what my priorities should and will be in the future. idk i'm just venting but this is truly how i feel. well i gotta do hw. PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
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