ooooh yes

Jun 05, 2005 23:46

so, as of late, i guess people have thought that i have been angry or upset, and i wanted to let you all know that that is totally not true! I am in a great mood and have been for quite a long teim! Please dont think there is something wrong or anything, im doing quite well!!

Another disclaimer.. this is long, pointless, unedited, and has lots of, grammer and speling miztaks

Yeah.. so when was th elast update... a long time ago? thats what i thought!

Um.. Well, we had our last concert, which was very sad, and i cried like a baby. I am such a baby!! OOH MAN, but it was alright, we survived..

School is over. I am so excited its not even funny! It is so nice to be out of school. I was sitting here thinking to myself "you should get to sleep, get up early tomorrow" Then i thought "wait.. i don thave school anymore"!! I cant wait to go to college though! Its going to be really fun!

so this weekend has basically been almost perfect. Thursday: Last day of school, stupid physics test, i got a c in physics.. oh i was upset.. but we went out to dinner and to a park with an amazing view of the sunset which made up for it. I took pictures with my phone and i honestly think that it was what heaven would be.. minus the dragon flies! They were ishy, and loud!! But it was so beautiful! We discussed what kind of people we will marry, hah, losers we are! Then we came here for a fire and talking and sleeping outside under the stars.. amazing things!

Friday: Slept in late.. did a whole lot of nothing.. practiced and went downtown to play borodin. Played pretty well, went to my house and had people over, which could have been a disaster, parents werent home, marcus' truck was in the backyard, fireworks were flying everywhere, almost hitting people, large oak fire, loud voices, running around.. good times! I had a blast. veronica stayed until like 2, which was awesome! I never get to see her anymore.. like outside of school. Yeah..

saturday: it was rainy, i went to some grad parties.. went to maple grove.. good times were had. I WENT TO THE MN ORCH PLAYING VERDI!!! yep it was pretty much the best thing ever! It rocked so much.. like.. wow.. unbelieveable! Then melinda and i hung out downtown, walking around nicolette, both ways from orch hall! We found a little path thing tha thad roses and we picked some and decided it was the most amazing thing ever. I talked to manny (mys conductor) and he told me that he and ken freed and a bassist are the new assistant conductors for the mn orch this year!! I got very excited!

Today: lots of grad party madness! They were all quite fun though! I played at zachary's, had fun.. yeah.. went to the minneapolis quartet performance! Oh My Gosh, there were really good! I really enjoyed the third mvmt of their debussy. IT was soooo amazing. The part was awesome.. and totally like.. struck me where it was supposed to! Oh i loved it! then we hung out at a random coffee shop on snelling in st paul... ginkos? something like that..I talked a lot about performances.. decided i want to perform a lot, and want to practice.. and i again (did this sat night too).. that i NEED to be a performer. It brings me so much happiness and joy that i feel like i want to explode!

Yeah, I think people are taking my stress as anger. I am not angry, im just really stressed, and it will all be over now that shcool is done and physics is over.

i tried to play my violin like 15 mins ago.. and failed!!! horribly. I need to play in the daytime when i dont have to be quiet!

Does anyone have a recording of the dvorak romances? I really need one!!

yeah, i think im going to go to sleep!

good night everyone, and remember that life is the most wonderful thing you will ever have!! Be happy for it!!

Nicole
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