Feb 15, 2005 21:43
ok, excuse the punctuation and capitalization, or lack thereof!!
soooo most recently!! CIM audition... well that was interesting. The Bruch went quite well! The g minor bach went quite well as well, though i only played a bit of it to save room for an etude. the e major partita (gavotte) yea.... thats a COMPLETELY different story.. i tottttallllly screwed that up... i feel like such a dumb-butt auditioning at these places when i suck that badly. I am basically sure that there is no way i will make CIM, which really really stinks because i really liked the school and everyone i met was awesome. im kinda dissapointed that i am not better than i am. i mean, the bruch isnt terribly impressive compared to people playing tchaik and brahms etc.. kinda makes me feel like i need to work harder, but also makes me feel like i dont have a chance with those people.. i dont know what to think..
the rest of my trip to cleveland was ok. I was kinda nervous the WHOLE FRICKING WEEKEND!!!!! my gosh.. practicing in a hotel is incredible!! i really liked that.. hehehe
before CIM.... Oberlin regional audiiton in minneapolis.. that went quite well actually, though i was followed by the wonderful amazing KIM PEITSO and brittany henry.. is that how her name is spelled? anyways.. both are very good.. and i again feel much like im not good enough..
lawrence.. lets not really talk about that one.. i dont think i was terribly impressive at all.. though it WAS my first audition of all of them.. good thing i dont really want to go there!
olaf on the 26th.. and u of m.... sometime....
eastman on the 4th.... aaaaah scared for that one.. that was my first choice.. but i think so far i like cim more.. well see what happens.. though i still dont think ill make either of them.. sigh
on a happier note.. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i love playing cello! It makes me so happy!!
my classes SUCK.. my gosh..
physics... blerhoilkfdscxijuoikaf i hate science...
econ.. stupid teacher.. i love her, shes awesome, but dumb as a box of rocks...
orch and ind study! yayaa
welllllllll um... allstate this weekend if you are here in minneapolis check out orchestra hall at 12 30 on saturday.. woo hoo.. shall be amazing.. or not, but fun none the less!!
i dont really konw what else to say.. ask me questions and ill answer them!!! that will take up time that i should be doing homework!!!