honey nut cheerios
i am in nj in my parents little apartment. they are at work so i am drinking coffee and eating honey nut cheerios. probably will take ida on a walk and work on writing my thesis....
i just found the myspace page for the band this roup of kids i hung out in highschool with have. i htought they were so good then but now it makes me want to vomit. they are called rabidroy so if you want to look at them and make fun of them, please do. they have some talent but my desire for them to go away supercedes any appreciative support.
going to hooters tonight with jen and anne and ryan (i think) and chris. went bowling two days ago and had and i think i got 34. i hate bowling because i can't concentrate and i don't care enough to try to roll a ball better, so i just go through the motions. but it was really fun to be around my harsh friends and get yelled at by the harsh ladies who work there. One came up to, and she seriously looked like death, and yelled in my face "NO OUTSIDE DRINKS IN HERE!!!" and repeated and i just felt like an alien. i never realized how harsh new jersey working people are but i think being vermontized for four years has decreased my immunity. goddam.
i'm also glad i got out. sometimes i feel bad because of my home getting sold and me not being able to spend much time in it after i left for school, and for not being around for my sister during her crazy spells....but this town, in many ways, doesn't really make me feel good about myself. i don't feel like i fit in and even though there are good things, there isn't anything here for me that can't be touched upon during a brief visit. its a bit strange though to know that for now on it will always be brief visits, and when my parents leave this apartment in april, i won't actually have a home here, just old friends.
anyway, hadn't posted for a while so i thought it was time. loveleigh
i just found the myspace page for the band this roup of kids i hung out in highschool with have. i htought they were so good then but now it makes me want to vomit. they are called rabidroy so if you want to look at them and make fun of them, please do. they have some talent but my desire for them to go away supercedes any appreciative support.
going to hooters tonight with jen and anne and ryan (i think) and chris. went bowling two days ago and had and i think i got 34. i hate bowling because i can't concentrate and i don't care enough to try to roll a ball better, so i just go through the motions. but it was really fun to be around my harsh friends and get yelled at by the harsh ladies who work there. One came up to, and she seriously looked like death, and yelled in my face "NO OUTSIDE DRINKS IN HERE!!!" and repeated and i just felt like an alien. i never realized how harsh new jersey working people are but i think being vermontized for four years has decreased my immunity. goddam.
i'm also glad i got out. sometimes i feel bad because of my home getting sold and me not being able to spend much time in it after i left for school, and for not being around for my sister during her crazy spells....but this town, in many ways, doesn't really make me feel good about myself. i don't feel like i fit in and even though there are good things, there isn't anything here for me that can't be touched upon during a brief visit. its a bit strange though to know that for now on it will always be brief visits, and when my parents leave this apartment in april, i won't actually have a home here, just old friends.
anyway, hadn't posted for a while so i thought it was time. loveleigh