Title: Steps to Stop
Pairing(s): KiMin (Kibum x Changmin)
Rating: R
Warnings: Lots of swearing
Genre: Angst, messed up romance
Summary: They're both back in the same place at the same time. The circle continues. It continues to rotate and it's doesn't look like it's going to stop anytime soon but they can hope that it will.
The sun is setting. Everything is lighted under an orange glow. He is no exception. Standing against the wall waiting for his lover? His boyfriend? Friend with benefits? He wasn't sure but he was waiting for the older man to come home. It’s been a while since they've seen each other. They’ve both been busy and in different countries. He had been in Tokyo. His "friend" had been in New York. His flight had come back just a few hours ago. Having dropped his stuff home and taken a shower, he came here and waited for his "friend."
He saw him approaching. Walking down the alleyway/narrow road between houses. he looked the same as when he had left. Maybe more mature, surer of life and stronger than before. His clothes clung to his body but not too tight. It showed off all the right things. Like his long muscular legs. His toned arms. His skinny waist. He had been working out and it shows.
His "friend" saw him and stopped just a few feet away.
He didn't say anything. He just waited.
"Changmin."
Changmin nodded to the call. "You're home Kibum."
"You're back."
"Just got back a couple of hours ago."
"Why have you been waiting?" Kibum walked closer to Changmin. Up close and under the lights by Kibum's gates, could he see the man's eyes. The eyes that was black and so deep. Those eyes that held no feelings for him or so he hopes.
"You know the answer to that."
"So that's it huh. You came back for that? You disgust me Changmin." Kibum snarled, walking past Changmin and into his home. Changmin didn't care for Kibum's words. He quietly followed the other man inside. Once the door closed, Changmin shoved Kibum against the door. His left hand grabbing onto Kibum's shirt and legs pinning his body down.
"Yeah, I did come back for sex. And you know what Kibum? You can act all high and mighty but deep down you like the fact that I came back to fuck you."
Kibum glared at Changmin. He didn't say anything. He wasn't stupid enough to open his mouth and let Changmin thrust his tongue in. Even if it meant that what Changmin said was to be true, he's not going to let Changmin win.
"You're definitely more than just a pretty face Kibum-ah." Changmin whispered, his free hand threading through Kibum's long hair to the tip and touching his face.
"Too bad I see nothing more." Changmin's tone changed. His eyes were cold and empty. His voice was no longer playful. Jerking Kibum's upper body forward, he crashed their lips together hard. His left hand went to the back of Kibum's neck to pull him closer. His legs continued to pin Kibum against the door, not letting him move.
Kibum didn't fight the kiss. He kissed back just as hard. There's no point in fighting when it'd be over quicker to just put up with Changmin and let it end.
Maybe this will be the last time.
Maybe this will stop.
Maybe they'll never see each other again after tonight.
Maybe they'll start to feel something when the other leaves.
Maybe they'll end it all tonight.
Maybe, just maybe they'll learn to believe in love again and start over.
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A/N: First time writing for the challenge ^-^
Comments are welcomed~♥