it's been a long time

[hurtsmyteeth]

well, the funeral was crazy as shit because we all freaked out. oh well. its been a couple weeks now so we're better now, i guess... i havent really called angie a lot lately. i want to. i just dont know what to say. she always wants me to go over but i get so depressed over there. i invite her over here but she doesnt want to leave her house. so, we both kind of just sitting around waiting for the other to show up. i saw star yesterday. augie took her mom's car and came and got her so she could go home and get ready for work. she didnt want to leave becky and i. an-jo and i are a lot more cool with eachother now. i guess we never really knew we cared about our friendship this much until all that shit happened. death opens your eyes to a lot of things... and on the happiest note i can give you all the scoop on my first probation meeting today. kind of nervous about the terms, but at least my system is clean. last but not least, school is almost over and i actually DO NOT HAVE TO attend summer school this year!!! yup. be excited for me, cuz im excited for all of you who also get some closure coming up.

i'll catch up with you peeps later. much love and repsect. keep the peace up n the shit down.
-your one and only,
~*tink*~